I thought it was normal to watch your parents fight
It taught me dysfunction was just part of life
That love's just a word that we use to excuse our mistakes
Now I can't tell if I'm afraid or just jaded
I guess I'm just scared to end up the way they did
How do I unlearn the w

What's on your mind? Don't be polite
I can give you what you want
Let your eyes rest on mine

Do you like playin' dirty?
Don't care if you hurt me
'Cause I'm way too numb, but obsessed with the feeling now
Fakin' it to feel like love
Fakin' it to feel like

We'r

Broke down on the freeway
Can't believe I called my father
My accounts are overdrawn
I'm overworked and I'm so tired
Just tryna keep my head above the water, mm

He said you're anything but average
But somethin' doesn't add up
'Cause why do I feel damaged
When I

No peace of mind
It's all I've ever known
My hands are tied
I pray that I'm fine
But my thoughts aren't my own
So I just lie
'Cause I hate not being in control

All I do is
Run away from
All the things that I can't change like
Growing older
Being scar

Hey kiddo, it's me
I thought I'd let you get some rest
You're probably exhausted after work
Hope you're okay
Give me a call when you can
Love you

I know sometimes it gets hard to breathe
When you always get pulled down underneath
And some things, they feel hard

Once upon a time, there was a girl
And she played so nice
Her hair in perfect curls, she used to hide
The tears in her eyes
One mornin', she woke up with poison on her tongue
Thought: Oh my God, what have I done?
Hand through the mirror, she saw herself clearer
There'

I've been good turnin' off my emotions
Never let anyone see your guard down
Too proud, just stop, keep me frozen
Iced out, I'm six feet underground
And I taste dirt in my mouth
Dead, but at least it's quiet now
Screamin', but no one hears a sound, ah

I'm avoidant, d

If you want to, I can be just like you
I can laugh at your jokes, convince you to take me home
Sayin' my type, anything to get inside your mind
Put a look on my face and back to your place
Using your words just to move up a base

You'll say what you want, but I can see you h

Is this the part where I don't cry
And you pretend to wonder why
I always leave without goodbyes?
I knew right when I saw her face
I'd be the one to be replaced
Am I just a friend who spoke too late?

And I know that I might
Be too afraid to tell you I
Could love