Sick

I've been good turnin' off my emotions
Never let anyone see your guard down
Too proud, just stop, keep me frozen
Iced out, I'm six feet underground
And I taste dirt in my mouth
Dead, but at least it's quiet now
Screamin', but no one hears a sound, ah

I'm avoidant, dismissive, always tryna fit in
A sink full of dishes add to the statistic
Can't cut my addictions, I burned all my bridges
Blame it on the sickness, at least I'm consistent

My therapist told me to breathe (told me to breathe)
But how can I do that when I'm underneath?

I'm sick
Medicated manic
Suffocatin' panic
Escalatin'
Someone come quick, I'm losin' my shit
My body is shakin', I'm s-s-s-sick

I'm on autopilot
Startin' a riot inside of my head
Rollin' the dice and (rollin' the dice and)
They comin' up sixes

Every time that they land
Burnin' holes in my hand
Crucified on the stand
Killin' me over and over and over again

I'm sick
Medicated manic
Suffocatin' panic
Escalatin'
Someone come quick, I'm losin' my shit
My body is shakin', I'm s-s-s-sick

I'm sick
Medicated manic
Suffocatin' panic
Escalatin'
Someone come quick, I'm losin' my shit
My body is shakin', I'm s-s-s-sick