Toss Turn

I wish I had the guts to say what's on my mind
I think about it all the time, I think about it all the time
I know I lied, when I said I had to leave tonight and I'm sorry

But I wasn't the arrowhead,
I was the one who drew the bow, but I was being choked to death
I know I lied but I never had the guts to say that I'm sorry

And I know I might have ruined everything
And I'm sick to my stomach,
But I've got to be honest with myself
Things can't always go well

But I wasn't the arrowhead,
I was the one who drew the bow,
But I was being choked to death
I know I lied but I never had the guts to say that I'm sorry

And I just feel so empty on your pillow
(Some nights I don't even close my eyes)
I toss and turn beneath the sheets
(Never felt so hollow in my life)

And if you left I wouldn't care
And if you left I wouldn't care

I wish I had the guts to say what's on my mind
I think about it all the time, I think about it all the time
I know I lied, when I said I had to leave tonight and I'm sorry

But I wasn't the arrowhead,
I was the one who drew the bow, but I was being choked to death
I know I lied when I said I had to leave tonight and I'm sorry

And if you left I wouldn't care
(Some nights I don't even close my eyes)
And if you left I wouldn't care
(Never felt so hollow in my life)