Surrounded

Sometimes I'm feeling surround.....
Sometimes I'm feeling surrounded

Someone tell me it's my imagination,
Just a dream I had.
Gambling away what's left of a life sometimes I wish I never had.
Surrounded in my mind once again
Happens time and time again,
Fighting to keep the good alive
But my bad side always seems to win.

When I can't see the light,
How can I choose a side?
Surrounded by my darkness once again

The wings of obscurity come grasp me up again,
So surrounded...but it seems ok.
I really think the worst of me is coming back again,
So surrounded...but it seems ok to me.

I slowly seep into a depth
Where others cannot see.
Try to open eyes sealed by the death of my obscurity.
I really try but wish to offer you
Such an unsteady heart.
I watch my fate unravel as my life slowly tears apart.

When I can't see the light,
How can I choose a side?
Surrounded by my darkness once again.

But still I wonder what is wrong with me,
So give it up, and now, turning worlds upside down.