Infectant

In your dreams I wait for you
I cry for myself and for something new

Isolation that tries to surround me
Infected truths and insecurity
All I see is shadow around me
I wait for truth and for dignity

I'm alive
And it's coursing through my veins
I'm alive
And it's eating through my brain
I'm alive
And tearing in my brain
I'm alive
And it's driving me insane

I can't stand for this silence
I can't wait for this peace
It's tearing deep inside of me
And it's trapped inside this space

Why can't you accept
This is all there ever is...

In my dreams I wait for you
I die by myself and I die for you
And I know that it won't matter
Something that was never here

I'm alive
And it's coursing through my veins
I'm alive
And it's eating through my brain
I'm alive
And it's tearing in my brain
I'm alive
And it's driving me insane

Every night I wait for you
I try to forget what I did to you