Impulses

I'll try anything to
Put my heart at ease
I just can't stand the pain
And I'm drinking to put
My demons to sleep
They'll made me loose the race

But I'm feeling like I've detoured the path
I was always so close but never getting there

And now that I can see through this mess
I'm trying to catch the pace
But my mind's just regrets

Cause all my impulses
Call for affection
And I just can't stop
Oh my impulses
Drive all my actions
Please make it stop

Trying to change my ways I'll get there
The bottom of my well is spring loaded

I'll fly if I can't run place your bet
Can't wait to get back up and raise hell

I cried, I lost all my sleep
I caved in too deep
Consumed with all the rage
This fight will take all of me
I'm ready to be
All of what I am made of

I'm taking a new path with no past
I feel I'm getting close to get there

Cause now that I can see through this mess
I'll slow down and change lanes but then I'm coming fast

Cause all my impulses
Called for attention
But I couldn't stop
Oh my impulses
Drove all my actions
I was just so distraught

Trying to change my ways I'll get there
The bottom of my well is spring loaded