Broken

Waking again, don't know why it's far too still tonight round my bed shadows fall
Thinking of you, where you are and how it got this far wondering when you might call
Tired and so alone, i ignore the tv drone every heart beat turns toward the telephone
You're in my mind, in my dreams i'm cursed or so it seems don't know where to take
Flight always the same old doubt and it turns me inside out it's so hard to walk away
Try as i might because i'm broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that i know all of the flaws i keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can i do hoping to find a way to see through
A break in sky, to get through the night discover the peace i wish i knew
Painting in shades of grey sifting through the disarray can i find enough of me to make you stay?
Because i'm broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that i know all of the flaws i keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can i do hoping to find a way to see through
A break in sky, to get through the night discover the peace i wish i knew
But you, you turn the tide wash over me, come set me free
I won't question why or try to disguise all of the things you mean to me
I'll trust in you, what else can i do i can't deny something so true
Look at me now, wondering how i'll keep the peace i found with you