Unsteady

Started drinking on mondays
Lost a little weight, but I think I'm okay
I think I'm on the mend now
I think I'm gonna get out
Emptied out a few bottles
Got a little sick, but I'm over it
I think it'll go away now
I think I'm gonna make it out

Stuck in the city, trying to fix me
You keep on leaving 'cause you can't deal with me
Even my family knows I'm not happy
And they don't care 'cause they think that I drink too much
I'm taking life too serious
At least that's what I get told, been feeling so old
But it's been a few weeks and I'm feeling better, I hope

Mom, I swear I'm doing fine
You don't need to call me up every night
Just give it a week and I'll feel alright
The doctor tells me that I'm normal
It's just a phase, I know what to do
I turn all my lights on and color them blue
If you can't tell me how to be okay
Then just let me be unsteady

Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady

Started drinking so much that I wanted to call
But I'm happy I didn't 'cause I know that you'd answer
And I know I deserve better (I deserve better)
Therapy's been tough 'cause she tells me that I bottle everything up
I do that till my chest hurts, but I think I'm getting better

Stuck in my hometown
Hate that you're here too
I can't go anywhere that I might run into you
And I can't let that happen, 'cause if I do
You'll be knocking on my door, dancing on my floor
In this apartment that I don't even want anymore
So I'll keep to myself even though it worries everyone else

Mom, I swear I'm doing fine
You don't need to call me up every night
Just give it a week and I'll feel alright
The doctor tells me that I'm normal
It's just a phase, I know what to do
I turn all my lights on and color them blue
If you can't tell me how to be okay
Then just let me be unsteady

Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Just let me be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be unsteady
Be un-, be un-, be just steady