Sidney

Locked in here so I don't escape.
I'm waiting here for anyone who wants to pay attention to me.
Can't survive anywhere else.
No one can keep me alive this time.
There are others just like me.
I hope that I can see them but I'm sure that I'll never get free.
Wasting away while my mind grows numb.
I'll do whatever I can to stay alive.
They've milked me for all I've got.
Please don't try to ask me because I don't know that I would say.
What would I say if I had my chance?
I know I've finally had it this time.
Future is too unpredictable.
Living in here will not suppress feelings thoughts and anger.
Time goes by as my mind goes numb.
No questions about life, I don't have the nerve, no reason to think in the time left to serve.
Take everything you can from me because I'm caught up here just like Sidney.
Take everything you want from me because I'm caught up here just like Sidney.
Take it all but try not to mess up my life I'll try to set myself free.
Take it all but try not to live your life its caught up just like Sidney.
Days go by with the same routine.
Someday you can put yourself in my place and understand me. I never knew it could be this hard.
Nothing can get in the way this time.
Forced to live without any use.
Living knowing being ready not much time left to see.
For now I'll just sit here and keep my mouth shut.