Instead of doing anything about it
I just sat there looking stupid
Instead of saying something about it
And the inner rage he caused
I just sat there and paused
What was I thinking?
Actually

And won't you stop
Stop tryining to be cool
And impress your mates

I'm so happy that you’re out of my life
Cause you were bad for me and now I can see why
You couldn't look at me, you couldn't even take a glance
I don’t know what I was thinking dreaming of a romance between you and I
Cause clearly you had all these secrets and I was trying to ma

Has it already been a year?
Did I really miss that much?
Did you really change that much?
I didn't recognize you with your funky new hairdo
Why does this feel so weird?
We shouldn't be here
But now we're sitting together avoiding eye contact as you do
I know it sounds

You regret it
I can see it in your eyes
You think I couldn't look
Past your disguise
You chose not to listen
You chose the same as everyone else
Thought i'd regret it
But clearly that's not the case
Now you're stuck with
Dreaming of being in a different place<

Your life set aside
Your coffee sits on touch for a while
Your breath shared for sometime
Much longer it's an understatement
They noticed you were gone for a while
I'm sorry it's fucked up you initiative
Other everyone's talking matter
I'm sorry you listen to me of it

And it's killing me
How I don't hate this
And I'm not equipped
For all this patience
What's more important
My wellbeing or the purpose
To learn something new
To hide
To sit through
Your class
What's fucking going on

But I'm failing so don't wanna let