I've been sitting at this desk for too long now
Spilt coffee on my legs
I haven't moved from this seat for days
Sure I probably have, but in my head
I've been sitting here this whole time
The desk lamp on my face

And I've lost count of the hours
I've lost count of t

I listen to the radio sometimes when I'm home alone
Thinking about the days we spent
And the nights I waited next to the telephone
(You never called)
I can hear my heartbeat, punch through the silence,
When I'm lying in bed with my headphones on
It's probably all my fault

Spend my whole life passing time
But I'm not learning from my mistakes
Just feeling all the earthquakes
Tomorrow's got me down
I'm going under the knife
For the first time in my life

Breath out, breathe in
And I promise, you won't feel thing
Breathe out, breath

Why the fuck are you so gutless?
I don't know why I put up with your shit
I'm sick of every single change of mind
So if you don't care I'm leaving all of it

I just don't care, enough to even shed a tear
You're nothing to me

I could count my regrets on my fingers
b

It's taken me three years or more to get comfortable with myself,
I spent all of high-school pretending to be someone else.
It's taken me three years or more to change into my skin,
Even though I had friends I could never really fit in.
It's taken me three years or more to get ov

You made me call you in the hospital,
Once you checked yourself in,
For a week away from home because mum and dad
Are scared of the marks on your legs
And the smell of cigarettes that lingers on your breath
And I was fucking sick to my stomach,
Knowing you were killing yo

Dreams were built on these lies, that you just kept telling me
And I know that I can't trust you but I'll share some sympathy
Cause I'm as sober as I've ever been so out of my mind

And I don't know what I'm feeling it's just echoes in my head
A deep breath of fresh air as I get

You think you could die your hair cause
You were never as see-through as I would like
I thought I could trust my head
But I was only eighteen at the time
If you could make your bed
And cover up the imprint of his spine
Wash your sheets at the laundromat
It seems like

The trees remind me of, the armidale winter
Where we used to go for Christmas
When mum and dad were still together
Is this everything I've been, on the side of a driveway, I don't fit in
I can't stop second guessing, If I don't fit the puzzle am I really family?

Everybody l

I just don't feel it anymore
Kinda lost all the parts I adore
The ringing in my ears just won't stop
I just have to try shut my mind off

And I still think that we can change
And it know it won't be the same
On the other side when I turn out this light
Will you be th

I've been, thinking about getting out of bed
But I haven't brought myself to it
The world I'm just so through with it

All my time spent, thinking about nothing
And please don't listen to me
I was just talking to myself

I'm just talking to myself...

Take your time, you're gonna need what you got
When your head's in the clouds
And your heart's given up
Leave a footprint outside of the door
Then take your leave and don't come back no more

And it's another rainy day in the world I used to know
And outside it gets so c

I wish I had the guts to say what's on my mind
I think about it all the time, I think about it all the time
I know I lied, when I said I had to leave tonight and I'm sorry

But I wasn't the arrowhead,
I was the one who drew the bow, but I was being choked to death
I know I l