I'm 310, 7 blocks from my apartment Can we pretend we're back before this all started My body's shaking from the alcohol that's moving through my blood My bones are breaking from the pressure tha

I don’t wanna stay and put the weight on u
Cause maybe in the morning
U’ll remember that before it
Got so hard it hurts you used to want me too
And I never had to question
What I said before I sent it

Theres a line
That you drew and I said its all right
But I do

You're strong but the weight of the world is Too much for you to hold Okay so you run it in circles Trying to feel it all Don't tell me you've been waiting outside For everyone to say that you

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you

It's a given that I'm gonna think about you
All I wanna do is call you, put my arms around you
Tell you that I'm sorry even though I hate it
If it makes you c

You're out the door, nothin' more, got your mind made up
Don't wanna fight, it's alright, but I wish you'd listen to me
You hear a voice, yeah, it's noise that you're not enough
I know you're scared of the past, but it don't mean you can't be free

I hope that you learn to breat

Laying in your car when the lights go low
Dancing in the dark with you on my shoulder
And I don't even know what you came here for
All I know is I just want you closer

Yeah, but it's all in my head
Yeah, I made a mess again
Yeah, I'm just the last one going out the door

[Verse 1] I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish It kills me inside you can drink on Friday nights Not even pick up t

I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it
I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish
And it kills me inside that you can drink on Friday nights
And not even pick up the phone
Yeah, it amazes me that you move on so easily
From someone that you once cal

I apologize for what I said
But I still meant it
I know that I live in my head
U won’t let me forget it
I promised that I tried
But walls don’t break
And words don’t mean enough
I swear I never meant
To lose my grip on something that I love

I’ll be laying on

Look at me
I swear that u refuse to talk about this thing
You're holding up all the answers up inside your head
Say u think you're better off
Yeah the water got to rough
Yeah u don't love me enough
No, no

U said, I'm a mess and I've been hurting
I'm asking if it

Smoke detector on the ceiling
I already know the feeling
Devil on my shoulder's real
We've been here before
Constellations in the carpet
And it's not even getting dark yet
There's always thunder in August
Before the storm

Now my friends don't call me anymore, 'c

I wish love was simple
Maybe then I'd be
The person that you wish for
When you're lying next to me
'Cause I thought that you meant it
When you said you wanted what I want
What I want

I hate myself
The way I give you every chance you don't deserve
Yeah, I kno

Take my clothes out of your dresser drawer
Take your space and i take mine
No this thing don't feel like us no more
And i won't be the reason why

So tell me if you mean it
'Cause i don't think you feel it
I don't think you want this
If we're being honest

Now i

Talk to me, whispers in the night I always wondered what it's like to love someone You take my heart, go starting fires I'm heading home now that I know where I come from Tell me that you feel t

Talk to me, whispers in the night
I always wondered what it's like to love someone
You take my heart, go starting fires
I'm heading home now that I know where I come from

Tell me that you feel the same
Say we'll always be this way
A good thing doesn't have to change

Everybody knows that it don't feel right
I was waiting up in your darkest nights
Why's it always hurt when you need it most
Never wanted love, I just fake my part
Never got enough when I wanted your heart
Why do I just sink when I'm trying to float

But you know I'm done

Threw a mattress on the floor and made a home out of a dorm room
She got a credit card in her name to buy what she couldn't afford to
And now she's eighteen, she can barely eat and barely drive
Mind racing, what's the meanin' of being alive?
I don't blame her for not doing anythi

Babe why don't u talk to me
We're acting so damn differently
And I've been giving everything
Cause I don't wanna let u down
Type it out but never send
Cause I don't know if I could bend
And I don't wanna see the end
Cause I just needed u around

Breathe slow, som

Fireworks in manhattan
We're dancing and laughing
Like this isn't the end
Wear me over your shoulder
As the evening gets colder
Like we meant what we said

We both know this isn't right
Love isn't supposed to keep you up at night
We both know good things can end<

There is a version of this where we aren't hurting
Where I was a better person
You never wanted to leave
There is a world where you call to tell me you still care
Life doesn’t have to be unfair
You’re coming home to me
You’re coming home to me

I think about you