No one calls your bluffs And no one feels this much And since we can't decide It's just my latest self-destructive pastime 'Cause I memorized this moded state As if it all went down that way I

She's got her toe in the cornhole
Bleeding out in a snow cone
Lost my will to the black hole
Stuck my gum on his soul
Smoke the last of the bad pot
Listen in on your last thought
Will to live or a life lost
Bury me in the bad box

Take me on a date
Take me an

You're always right but it’s better to lie
Big as buildings and bleach-stained white
Loud with you, I'm in love with your way
I always wanted my sister's face

Plants and people wanna grow
They lean into the sun and press against my window in the way
Sick with worry, pla

Life as I know it
Anything goes
Karate lessons, reality shows
I feel so tired, can't believe this is it
It’s gonna break my heart to see it blown to bits

Staring at cars, selling your art
Feeling so sure you're waking up tomorrow
A better son or a daughter
Drunk

Someone used my card to buy a camera in California
Five hundred fifty six'll get you almost nowhere
Maybe my card company just prevented a masterpiece
Or something sick and twisted but I’ll never know for sure

Everything is coming
Not sure what I should be learning from it<

I used to think that
I should be good at everything
Now I know I was wrong
I used to think that
I should do right by everyone
Now I know I was wrong
A couple of things is enough
But now I know that
Every wave is just that - cresting and crashing
If it haunted

I was chaste in the chatroom, talkin' about you
Everybody knows you're the second comin'
Wasted a summer slappin' my face, well
I wanna see you stripped down, naked
I wanna see you stripped down, naked

I was fazed in the spotlight, his word against mine
Everybody knows

I laughed when your dog died
It is cruel, but it's true
Take me back, kiss my soft side
Does he love me most now that his dog is toast, ooh?

I'm with stupid, find me with this guy
Colossal and he's caught in my hair tie
Best is when he stays with me all night, all mine,

And it's so strange, I waited for it
Some big ball to drop
To be the same or hated for it
Cursing at the top
Come on, ask me to make that call
How can I still feel so small?
What you became, I'm fated for it
Fighting in the dark

And it's so strange, I waited for it Some big ball to drop To be the same or hated for it Cursing at the top Come on, ask me to make that call How can I still feel so small? What you became,

This is one to grow on I think this is one to grow on I'm observant from a distance as you Calculate my function And in the photographs, we're smiling In my photographs, we're smiling I rememb

My mouth is red from Gatorade I wish that I could make a trade The sun is hot I try not to see my friends with clocks for heads It makes me think about it more instead Everybody's reaching out

My mouth is red from Gatorade
I wish that I could make a trade
The sun is hot
I try not to see my friends with clocks for heads
It makes me think about it more instead

Everybody's reaching out to me
Everybody's reaching out to me

My hair is fake
My teeth are s

Hell-mouthed boy, my vacant queen
Glitter in between my teeth
Here we gather at your feet
Speak himself to sunken sleep
Can't stop shitting where you eat
You're a joke or I'm just mean
I can't cum and I can't lie
I can't stop making myself cry

I'll have my cake

Hell-mouthed boy, my vacant queen Glitter in between my teeth Here we gather at your feet Speak himself to sunken sleep Can't stop shitting where you eat You're a joke or I'm just mean I can't c

I’m kissing everything that moves
I’m kissing anything that takes me far away from you
But I would rather eat than starve
I would rather kiss you hard
It’s not right, it’s not right, it’s not right to even think about

I find it hard to believe in
I’m wide awake, he’s as

I'm up here
I'm so high
I feel everything
I feel nice

I'm untouchable
I'm so true
I can't win
And I can't lose

Now that I'm in heaven
Now that I'm in heaven with you

Our eyes like quarters
Sweet spine
Someone's calling
I don't mind

Come on, let's get something wrong
Look into my face too long
Overthrow yourself to me
You need me like a parachute
Empty-handed, facing death
Overthrow yourself to me

You don't wanna hurt me
You don't wanna hurt me, baby
You don't wanna hurt me
You don't wa

Julia draws me flat
But I don't really look like that
Paper muscles close the door
I watch her like it's softcore porn

We have built a life together
I say how to make you better

Julia, a-ha
Julia
Julia
Julia
Julia

Julia is on the phone
She ne

Julia draws me flat But I don't really look like that Paper muscles close the door I watch her like it's softcore porn We have built a life together I say how to make you better Julia, a-ha