Starry eyed
Looking like a movie
Every night's a new scene
I'm still stuck in hell

Say goodbye
When they go home together
Whispering forever
I'll go touch myself
I'll still be alone when I'm done

All my friends are falling in love
And I can't even make

I think I'm dyin', my head is stuck
I woke up cryin', this sucks
The world is endin', it's all for what?
At least I'm trendin', uh

Parents always yellin'
Tellin' us to get our act together
Treat us like our feelings are fake (fake)
Actin' like we're dumb
I bite

I have a tendency of losing sleep and thinking too much
So ashamed of things I say when I get drunk
I'm sorry it's so hard for me to trust you
Add it to the list, I've got some issues
I'm just scared that you don't care, I'm thinking too much

So I say, I need space, then I

You bite your nails when you're nervous
You keep your lighter in your bottom drawer
Your laugh has like two different versions
Yeah, it changes when you're insecure

And I know that you cry
Watching certain movies
Why do I stay by your side
When you never choose me</

Can we start over?
Can we be strangers?
I could let go of
All of my anger
Reintroduce you
To all of my secrets
I'll never leave you
This time I'll mean it
Can we start over?
Can we start over?
Can we start over?
Can we start over?

We'd be like th

If a meteor headed straight to earth
If the sky fell down and the whole world burned
And we held our breath as the flowers died
No one left, only you and I
Made it out alive
I hope you know that I

Take you back over my dead body
Call me a bitch as long as you don't

That white picket fence
You can tear it down
Throw out everything
I don't need it now
All black Escalade
You can take it back
Tell the dealership
All I need is that

Smile on your face every morning
Feeling I get when you call if
It's not your love I don'

Laying in a bed with somebody else
Hoping if my head's on his chest
It will keep my mind off you
I feel like a creep, watch him when he sleeps
Holding on to me, should I leave?
I just pray he won't come too
Scared that he'll fall, I don't want him to
Scared that I'll

Oh yeah, you're just my type
I'm lying when I'm looking away
I'm staring up and down
I'm all around
Obsessed with your face
Oh what a mess I'm in
You're so masculine
Sweet like cherry cola
Dripping confidence
Lose my common sense
Kiss you till I'm sober

This is a song about every guy ever
You say you don't want him, he wants you forever
Oh my God, it's tragic
This shit always happens

La-da-da-da

He'll call you up and say that he's out with his friends
So you don't wait at his place and he'll meet you in bed
It's

So how've you been?
Bet you'd be better with my name in your mouth
Oh, I'll pretend
But you know I can't keep my hands to myself

I lied
When I said we're through
Then you walked by
Now I'm so confused

When it comes to us
I think I'm over it
But I miss

Walkin' in Santa Monica
With your hand in my pocket
Suffocated with memories
I don't know how to stop it
You were sellin' a fantasy
Told me you were a fan of me
So I pulled out my wallet
And I bought it

You're soundin' different when you say my name
I try to

Wish I couldn't say I saw this coming
From a mile away, I knew that something's wrong
Guess I knew it all along
I swear I did my best, but something's missing
Maybe I'm obsessed with trying to fix it all
And maybe that's my fault

You keep on acting like my love is like

I wanna be alone lately
Is talking to myself crazy?
They say it's bad for my mental health
I said: I love you, but I love myself

Yeah, everybody is so deceiving
Just gotta focus on my own breathing
I'm not perfect, but I'm getting well
Yeah, I love you, but I love m

I don't think I've slept in all month
I don't wanna dream, it's too much
Playin' in my head like a picture

Haven't seen myself, guess she's gone
Crying used to help, now it feels wrong
I'm drowning here alone, yeah, go figure

'Cause I finally thought that I found you<

Walk into a room, poke holes in myself
Maybe no one can tell that I'm so uncomfortable
Make the way I feel the punch line of the joke
That I wrote in my notes, needed new material

And I'm getting attention, it's the only one second
I'm forgetting that I'm lonely

When

Sitting on the couch
Nothing coming from your mouth, I'm gonna hyperventilate
I can't make a sound, stomach sinking to the ground
I wish my mind would just shut up again

I wish that I was regular and didn't overthink
Every single syllable and every single thing
'Cause y

I've been trying to keep
My feet on the ground
I feel like I'm floating

Scared that I'll always be
Alone in a crowd
Where nobody knows me

'Cause they all laugh
Behind my back
Like I don't know

That my whole life
Is the punchline
To a bad joke

I don't really like it when we fight
I don't wanna talk about it right now
Why we gotta do this every night
Every night
Slow down
Clever how you get me by myself
Twisting all my words and I'm like hell nah
I'm close to getting better, can you tell?
Can you tell?</

You're not even here to hurt my feelings
So why do I still feel you?
I've been busy fucking with your ghost
But I'd rather have the real you

I've been trying to hold it together (here without you)
Somehow it's always still (all about you)
I'm trying to make it work (I d