I am not myself today
Washed my legs and shaved my face
Did my hair a different way
I am not myself today
I'm a phone in the mattress
Keys in the door

I'm the hair tie you dropped in the car on the floor
I'm the stranger you're kissin'
The thing that went missin

To a night out, to a party, to a stranger
To a ride home from the airport
To a favor

To a coffee, to a dinner
To a let’s do something later
To a night out, to a party, to a stranger

'Cause I'm lost in translation
From my brain to my mouth
And I know what I wan

A lonely kind of mixed emotions
When your mouth it goes and does that thing to me
I swear I am just as confused as you
Why I'm upset because I'm happy?
I'm almost happy

I stick to
Pushing it down when I feel like the pain is back
And if it's all for nothing at least

You look so pretty right now
All I wanna do is cry
I'm alone in my house
And I kind of wanna die

How do you look like that?
I haven't said that to you lately
I've got a one track mind, and I
Close my eyes and push you up against the wall

But only in my
Dre

Told myself I'd get tattoos if I just had a flatter stomach
Said that I'd experiment, but only when I went to college
Yesterday I ate too much, today I think I'll skip my dinner
Yeah, I know I'm talented, but not as good as phoebe bridgers

Nothing ever really makes sense
I

Remember the sex and
The curve of my neck and
My hair when it’s wet and
The taste of perfume when
I lay on my back, yeah (Ah ah ah)

Forget the crying
Forget the wailing
Cloudy emotions
Clear understanding
I was a plane wreck without any landing (At least I u