Anniversaries
they never comfort me.
Just a day reminding me
of disease.

I'm sniffing salt,
I'm sniffing salt,
at the coming week
it's all my fault.

All my fault.

Cause my father is a bastard
I should stuff like a pig!

But I'm left alone to wat

Her lashes stuck
with palm prints to my face.
I never wanted to be
what I always hate.

A new scent
from old regrets
like the backhand
from my fathers glance.

And I'm crucified
if I believed
the cross meant anything.

Oh heaven sent him?
Well I

Where did you go?
So far from everything I know. (I know.)

Leaving no room to grow.
Where did you go?

So far from everything I know.
(Where did you go?)

I watch you ruin
everything good in my life.

Live in the moment and you'll see.
(Wake up wake up it

Is this oppression?
Or obsession?
With a life that I can't come to terms with?

Is this karma?
Or is it payback?
All from some unknown resentment?

Cause I just want to know myself.
Oh I just want to love myself.

Like an addict to a vein I want something to

One, two, fuck you!

I hear the city sky alive
with cast iron vultures.
Screaming tirelessly
"you never did what you wanted."

It's all in my head
like a soundtrack. I'm haunted
by all the "what ifs"
by the missed chances.

From a drunken kiss
that coul