Smokescreen

Once they know, then the secret is out
I gotta fight my way in through the perilous route
set aside my doubt, move away from fear
let 'em know I'm back, and they ain't even near
more than would appear, any if not at all
try to fall in line but it's not influential
(when the battle begins it never seems to end
but I'm a stand in the gap until you say when)
This is more than an ending, less than resolution
I want to stop but you got me using
Any excuse to reduce and pay no mind
So alone, since I crossed my sand line
Drop me in the middle, hold me when I'm told
Deeper into descent, it's out of my control
Time and in this place, in case I never win
I want to be complete, but I'm at it again
It's like a rock, it's a sound, look at everyone around
They can see that it's me comin from the underground'
Down from the gutter, where they utter the name
In case you didn't know, we all in it the same
How could I explain, no way to ever tell
Well into my prime, this time it's personal
I wanna battle but fold, just do what Iʼm told
Intention was not enough once sin took hold
You wanna tear me apart you wanna break me in two
But your smokescreen's something I can see right through
Why did you think, it's a plan that we keep, in pursuit of the only divine
All the pain we can take, then we always mistake, yours when in fact it is mine