Questioning Mortality

I don't want to be tired anymore. I won't fear inside anymore.
When I hear you knocking at my door, I don't want to.
Today, I don't want to feel this way.
I've seen it all and know there's something I should do. I know I've got
to let it out.
I don't want to be scared of the day. I won't run and hide every day.
When you live your life out this way, I don't want to.
The beast shouldn't scare me in the least.
He only terrorizes me because he's weak. I know I've got to get him out.
I don't want to be tired anymore. I won't live with fright anymore.
When I hear you knocking at my door, I will let you have it. Come get
me.
I won't have to be scared anymore. I won't be afraid anymore.
And you'll never knock upon my door because I got you.