Please Be Angry

I don't know how to start this
So I'll just kick it off
You raised me to know better
It's not how I've been taught
This is gonna hurt
Diving in head first

Scared that you would hate me
So I don't kiss and tell
And I'm no good at lying
'Cause you know me too well
Can't take it if you leave

So please be mad at me
Go ahead and get angry
It's better if you do
I'd rather have you raging
Than disappointed in who I've become

I've spent a long time trying
To trade the cards I have
But no matter the order
The game's unfairly stacked
And I don't wanna chosе
'Cause either way I losе

You make it sound so easy
Just change things overnight
But this is something I've felt
Like I need a reason why?
I don't want to change

So please be mad at me
Go ahead and get angry
It's better if you do
I'd rather have you raging
Than disappointed in who I've becyome

Don't tell me you care
Don't tell me you're here
Don't tell me we can figure this out
Don't tell me to change
'Cause it's what I need
And I can't take this now