Now That I Have Your Attention

I'm spinning out
I didn’t think anything could stop me
My ship has drowned
I never knew my own crew would sink me
I'm burning out softly
Like a cigarette thrown onto the concrete
Out of control out of my mind
Out of excuses when I'm staring at this white light

No matter what you can see
There’s an ocean buried underneath
Now that your attention’s on me
Just know there’s no point to any of it

I never tried to force-feed all the words I just wanted you to listen to me

This is the end
I wish I could’ve stayed where it began
But I must’ve ran my mouth again
This is the end
I wish I would’ve stayed where I could swim
But I had to challenge myself again

No matter the tension you see
There’s a fault line breaking underneath
And no matter who you may be
There’s a part you hope no one will meet

I should have looked for redemption
Instead I'm downloading you with my perspectives
Now that I have your attention
I hope you can forgive
Me
I hope you can forget me
I hope you can forgive me
I hope you can forgive me
Forgive me