This! My testimony
My desperate cry
For thy forgiveness
And for my weakness
Here I stand, fear and shake
Here I await
My days have almost passed
Many times I asked thee master
Once again I pray to thee
Take the chalice away from me
Tempt me not as I am wea

I have come at night coated in darkness
Eyes of mine blackness possessing no life
Vermin creep in veins of mine
Blood of mine black sea!
Asar un-nefer
Asar un-nefer
Names of mine thousands!
Millions of them there are! each one true
And each one nameless on everyon

My god promised me the paradise
But for what price?
All my life I am to carry his cross
To grieve, to weep, to kneel before him
I am to be one of his faithful servants
To pay homage, to offer sacrifices
And when he wishes it to die in his honour
For his glory, in his

Death wish
Unholy thoughts
Rape the image of god
False creator of time
I've promised myself a revenge
So many sleepless nights
I've waiting for this moment to come along
My prayers are answered
I'm no longer a victim of god
I'm rising as proud almighty
Not

As millenia have forgotten so many names
As the centuries have passed in silence
As days have seemed to lock mysteries
Still the visage of the traitors disgust
Still the "nay" so rage
Still the "yes" so eagerly whispered
Where to seek the outspoken words?
Where to dre

It is true
What many of you have heard
Azag is praying
Listening to the wind
And as I speak
He is opposing idimmu
Fear not!
Our homes sleep safe
For the signs protect us!
Arra reminds non-eyed
Dust is harmless and bare
Agga brings peace
To dead but

In the void my eyes sleep
In nothingness I dwell
Black god in leather I am
The one and the none
Zi am I?
Of arra am I?
Nay! Idimmu I am!
Zi dingir kia kanpa!
May my sight frighten you!
May my words deafen you!
May my breath suffocate you!
Zi dingir kia

...and I was unwoken like in long dream
...and I've heard the voice flowing from heaven:
"I'm Alpha and Omega. I'm the First and Last"
...so we had left our graves
...and we had seen the son of man
In his right hand, he kept seven stars
In his mouth, he kept teo-edged swo

I'd like to touch my words
Feel the breath of my thoughts
Strip down my deepest desire
Before my eyes
My sweet blasphemies
I want to abandon blindmans rags
Who stumbles in his dark, cursed prayer
Wake up sleeping sins
And love that I have never experienced
I s

Zero
As above it continuum
Zero
So below it shapeless lava
Zero
Sealed lips for the starving
Zero
Hoax of the knowing
Limes inferior
Picture of perfection in mirror
Reflecting vicious marks of hide and seek
Limes inferior
I left and get downed to h

The smoke is flying above their hands
Gathered around the great fire
They sing the song of hatred
Here I am crucified
I watch them with fear
Am I to be their victim
But why me?
Destiny...
My heart is bleeding
I burn in lies
I'm choking with hate
Like i

I can't remember anything
I've lost my past somewhere
It can't be called back already
With the eyes of my memory
Between sorrow and pain
I can feel that I stand on the edge
Darkness unpenetrated fills the abyss under my feet
I stand naked in the darkness
No courta

My lips touch the night
Thoughts drifting among the shadows
Moonlight lights the way
To my dreamland
I guess many days have passed?
I can't remember...
Days that bring sorrow and saving joy are gone
Living the kiss of night
I found my peace in it
Every night a

I will lie down
By your side
Yet another kiss
That's all I need
And all I desire
Souls they love forever
Love that lives forever
Death that won't tear us apart
I will hold your hand
I won't feel blood pulsing
In your swollen veins
Won't feel your breat

Do your remember her?
You remember hat you wish so!
Listening to the tunes of the past
Crumbs of memory,... of jokes,... half truths
Wandering about the desert territory of brain
Are you a remembrance of somebody
Who is going to forget you?
Are you a lie perhaps?

This is the day Christ asked his disciples
To join that sorrowful feast of the damned
To share flesh and blood.
I am standing here behind Judas
In silence in peace
Awaiting anticipating
I am watching, observing their faces
Reading in their minds, sensing thoughts

Before thee, the crooked horns
Before my road ends
Slaves we all are to the light
To the beauty thee adore
The astonishment towards eternity
The dark and light in one
The prayers unnecessary
Understanding in thee
Faith to sleep not far so long
To wake up among

Nazarene! Go far away!
Be nailed! Be crucified!
Turn your eyes from me!
Your holiness may rise to heaven like unto smoke!
Pass away and leave the body!
From my body, depart in shame!
From my body flee!
Smile not to me!
Your father cannot bless me!
Come not nea

I am a soon to be dead admirer of the light
Hidden deep in the dark, seeking calm in the sin
I am a man despised, a son expelled
Thy ways I walked
Thy wisdom I tasted
In thy name I shall blaspheme
In thy name I shall trust
Open the gates of the manifestation!

Przychidza na mnie godziny zwatpienia
Gdy trace wiare w twoja dobroc
W twoje milosierdzie, w twoje milowanie
W Wole zbawienia, w twoja istnosc I wladanie
Then I want you to come to heaven in lightnings
Surrounded by flames
Full of strength
God full of glory
Even i