Birds chirping and sunshine
Why am I waking up sick
Look fine on the outside
But on the inside
I've been feeling like shit
Still learning but sometimes
It's like I just don't know who I am
And these thoughts racing past midnight
Why won't all the pieces just fit</

You're not saying much
But I keep seeing you in all my dreams
Are you waiting up
Or have you fully given up on me
Don't wake me up
I kinda like it more when I'm asleep
Can't save me love
Oh there's no fixing my low self esteem

Walking around these same old empty

Hanging onto nothing
Reaching for some comfort
Just told you another thing you didn't wanna hear
Nose was kinda bloody
You told me you love me
Couldn't hit the brakes
And I forgot how to steer

I don't know myself
The pleasures are fleeting
Yeah the cards are

I'll suffer for you
I'll suffer for you
I'll suffer for you
I'll suffer for you

Facing these trials
Tryna stand strong
Walking for miles
Bearing this cross
And sometimes I fall
And sometimes I'm blue
There's nothing at all
That I wouldn't do

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