Growing up, you pick me up and say
I've never looked so old
That I look nice
And in my eyes you can’t help but see my soul

I can't stay here, but I'll never love it more
It’s just a few more stops at the corner store
Baby, kick your shoes off at my front door
I hope

In the backseat I don't wanna talk, I'm fine
In a way I don't wanna be here, I just wanna ride
And my two friends are laughing about the people that we know
In the backseat my head is heavy out the window

And they say get on with it and list all the things I know
But I don'

If I was your comfort, what does that make you?
Sitting in LA somewhere, looking at the girls you won't talk to
We both know this to be true
Was I supposed to wait for you?

Listen to this Neil Young song
You say he's the only one who gets the way you feel you don't belong

She built a theatre around your brain
Made sense of one shot and two shots more
She stood for hours in the pouring rain
What did she do that for?

Her first real cigarette, she begs it not to burn
Before you exit the backstage door
It's quite a hassle to acknowledge that

Too long in California
Don’t wanna go home
I guess I should warn ya
But you already know
My memory is hazy
I break before I admit
That something’s wrong

Here in your room
By your window with the view
It’s hard not to sit and picture
Myself with you

Haven’t been home in a minute
You could’ve called, said, "Why you had to dip out?", but you didn’t
When I get stoned, I’m reminiscin'
Wish that I could tell you, even though I hate you, I miss it

And I don’t need to ask you where you’ve been
I’m older now
And I can tell

I was nine and talking to God in the shower
I knew he was busy, said: Sorry to bother
But why am I so bad at being pretty like my mother?
I wanted to please her
Guess I've always been a people pleaser

I tried to be quiet, play nice
But I knew I wasn't doing it right

Think I'm gonna hit the road
I’ve got a good feeling in my bones
And who's to say that I've gotta go alone? Woah

Hey kid, I’m your biggest fan
And when I'm gone, don't you find another man
And who's to say that we won't be here again? Woah

Oh, I've got your back
D

I was calling out your name
We almost thought something would change
But you were smoking through the day
And we were kids we broke the chain

You say you won't lie
I've only been waiting like a child
Black heart hill side
It's only the middle of the night

Boys

I could talk to the wall
Least that's what they’d tell me
Never liked silence too much
It tends to scare me
Now we’re talking ‘bout my parents
And my extended family
It’s all spilling out
Sorry for oversharing

I’ve been painting the walls
And it’s making me

I woke up again
Phone is blowing up and my head is spinning
I try to pretend that I’m busy when Mama calls again
She said I’m smoking way too much, I should give it up
I was good at being young, now I’m growing up

I don’t need a reason
I’m just in my feelings
Tonigh

Was the week before the winter
And the game was all in town
You forgot but I remember
Everything about it now
Said you fell in love in school
With a girl straight from a dream
So you sat there on the playground
Took too much amphetamine

When you got down
I w

All our heroes are dying
And my friends are taking pills
The way I'm denying
The way I love you still
And I'm crying
Kicking doors down to let you in

My brother got married
And my sister settled down
And I find scary the way I need you around
You say you lov

I'm scared of dying
Is that on fire?
Am I a liar?
I'm scared of dying
No gun required
My skin is fire, it's so desired

Is that designer?
Is that on fire?
Am I a liar?
Oh, will this help me lay down?
My skin is fire
It's so desired
No gun required

Lousy conversation
Ended up at the bar in the basement
Say you’re impatient
Asking me if I’m yours for the taking

Busy talking ‘bout what you’ve got
I swallow my words with another shot
You’re talking ‘bout the things that you bought
Like everything’s for sale, but

I don’t wanna come over
It’s the middle of the night
And you’re not sober

Maybe you’ll pretend
That I'm wrong for staying home
You’re sleeping with your friends
To not sleep alone

What ever happened to loving someone
Long enough to maybe hurt someone
What

I got in your car, we went to a spot upon a hill
I asked you to be honest until it hurt
I couldn't look you in the eye
If it's nothing, tell me one good reason why
I wish the wind wasn't so cold
Only made me wish we were back at home

I tried really hard not to miss you<

I’m getting older
Nobody told you days go by and they’re only getting shorter
Talk to a good friend
About back when we were kids making trouble on the weekend

We made it magic, but what a shame
The days are fading away
If we could go back, do it the same
We’re so cl

I don't wanna go home
I was walking around, just me and my headphones
I thought I'd cry but I don't

I could visit my friends
Roll the windows down on broadway, take it all in
And head up north again

You're all I've ever known
I'm a tourist with a camera phone

The birds are out flying
Like nothing is wrong
We're sat here crying on the telephone
Can you talk for a minute?
'Cause it's been so long

We talked superpowers
And what we would do for those now
Teleport over a bed of flowers
This spring is bringing me down