A minute before dawn
I cover her sleeping form
And take my silent leave
The morrow I am gone

I know I shouldn't look back
Lest I forget I have never been here
Never to return
Never to forget

Grave and tranquil lake
All quiet in my wake
The burden that

Don't believe those eyes that say I'm still like me
That corrosive skin, a mouth like cocaine
Born posthumously

You won't find no one
The only thing left here is you alone
You won't find no one
Whoever you left, they all are gone

Once the pain recedes it all comes

I can hear you
Even when your tears won't speak
When you fly from day
When you try to hide in sleep

I can read you
Like a crimson trail
To guide me to your hideaway
So come and shed your gaol

We're lost in here
Whatever made us stay
I will take you awa

I'm not myself
Haven't been all these years
I treasure a poison in me

I seek no cure
All I pine for is her
I'm slave to her cyanid eyes

And her poison reigns my everything
Toothprints overrun my skin
I could leave her like I could conquer death
And her gaz

Never close your eyes
On what you don't want to take place
Never let your mind sway
To be far away

Never shut in your tears
Afraid they would give you away
Never let yourself give in
Without a fight, again and again

They can take you apart
Never break your

I fall asunder melting away from me
And every day there's less of me
I cannot save me hollower day by day
I shy away from flesh and bone

I'm caught in her embrace her mirror face
Is burning down my mind

She's what I'll never be
My faminine, where are you taking me

I see
All inside
All too clear

A secret shared
Life unfolds
When it disappears

I see it all
Sacrificed
Sacrificed for me
At last I feel
All is real
When I see it burn

Distant like the fallen sun
My sacred forever
Left me

Have you met the dark? Our common friend still
New and cruel to you?
Beneath your trembling skin somewhere deep
It all makes sense to you?
I have thought so whatever we have been we're now the same
So come and take my hand and nowhere-bound we fall

You write beneath you

She's been here with me today
Don't worry, there's not that much left to say
With her hate she gave me faith and I'm sorry, I no longer feel betrayed

And nothing ever comes to me
When I feel shattered up and all these things won't answer me
When I want them to stop

I'

Obsidian
Foaming like the sea
She lingers still
Enraptured by the deep

Obsidian
Why is all so quiet
Her fingers stir
And all time stands still

She let go
Rain like feathers to carry her home
Like a warm and gentle storm
A drop of light, her dive in

One frail moment
There are miles between
The gloom and me
Off the Martyr path
I am treading newborn ground

See, I'm weary
Of the leaden days
And brittle years
Unfamiliar shine
Lead me anywhere but here

All these years I've sown
And watered with my

My life is a lie
Too hard to believe
I walk like a shade
A sorry deceit

I keep the lie alive
Every day, every hour
I'm made of painted glass
And if only I could burst…

Oh can't you show me what it's like
Make me feel that I am
Oh can't you make me feel

Guess I lied today
I'm not gonna be OK
Not like this anyway

The words were sounding wrong
The moment you'd smiled and gone
And now I don't know how to do this anymore

I wonder if you come back home
Tell these ghosts to disappear
I wonder if you're there alone<

There is nothing
Where I were
I've come to feel so not here

Prone in ashes
Can't bring myself to be
I've lost belief in reality

'Cause I can't be
When all I held dear,
That was holding me here
Is torn away

Anything
I dared to trust
Is falling

I walk upon the sun
The harsh light blinds my eyes
I don't intend to cry
But ashes fill the skies
The leaden starlight
In my heart it dies
'Cause I feel
Painless

I crawl beneath the sea
The pressure splits my skin
My blood is frozen
The water drowns

I can't remember the sun
She couldn't tread where I've gone
I had to follow this path alone
My final one

Bound to follow your call
To the darkest place of them all
My velvet chamber
In the dungeons of your soul

Though ever burning for release
With riven wi

I dream in black and blue
Where what I say is true
I won't come out this time
No matter what they do

I lie dead to a world
That never wanted me
Locked myself up in here
and swallowed is the key

Here I can shape a world
Conveniently more real
No god bes

Take these visions away from me
They don't mean anything
You see, my senses have gone blind

You follow a code of no return
Who minds the conformists
We're assassins in a dynasty long dead

Hey you - rejected by this world
You run but you cannot hide
This world

Life's heavy
A pain upon our backs
More and more

Our days dirty
We're slipping in the mire
To no end

I long to break away
Ere it buries me,
I deny all claims to the earth

Wind, Salvage me, from a life knee-deep in filth
Let's shed the world
Final

Go forth and break me
As I am ruinborn
To fall apart is to become

To make ends meet me
To break and remend me
I've lost a mind to gain a few
In return

I might be over
More fracture than matter
Yet I found a shape in loss
Ruinborn

I'd never surren