Bought some Lululemons 'cause I know you like them gym girls
Started listening to techno just to live in your world
All these little parts I'm playing just to show you that I can fit in
And make you think I'm built different
The kinda type from paperback fiction

Who's this

I could barely see the traffic lights
Bleed red to yellow in the starry night
The river mirrored back the London Eye
Pure nostalgia

Feeling like a dream in a rented dress
I'm a supernova flying out my mama’s nest
Little nervous I was pulling out the silver threads for t

You're extraordinary, did I ever tell you?
Didn't see you wear a vulture, tryin' to tease my strength out?
I was temporary and you didn't save me
You thought that I was nothing much without you around

So if I was a God, I'd set you in flames
Burn you in sadness, I'd give yo

Every mornin' I'll put on some makeup
I'll color my face in like a colorin' pad
Tryna tell myself that I'm a weapon
And I look amazin', but I don't mean that

Describe yourself in three words, all these things that I despise
There's only one person involved then I'm here tak

Girl sat crying on the bathroom floor
'Cause a boy been breaking what he can't afford
Tell me, where does love go when it goes to die?
Put my cold dead heart on a bed of ice

I was at home really missing you
You were out somewhere kissing her
I tried to make myself bette

I watch, you are drawing pictures in the condensation
Starstruck, I passive smoke your conversation
Wishing I could be her, it's a brutal education
On how I'm just not keeping up
So I smile less and make my voice a little lower
Obsessed with how to feel like a stoner
Unde

I'm terrified of romance
My friends all fall in love so easily
I'm terrified of no plans
'Cause usually I'm kinda OCD
I'm terrified of Jesus
Always wondered if he's looking down on me
I'm terrified of myself
And the loser that I might turn out to be

Party's over