Not Enough

This feeling’s strange
This isn’t my body, at least
Not anymore, or maybe
I’m not sure

I’ve lost as much hair as I’ve lost sleep
And I know that one day we’ll all fall way too deep

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
You were all I had
Now you’re not here so I must do this on my own

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
I still have your blood
Running through the arms
That cannot reach you now

My head is a lake
Where I’m floating face down
I stay floating face down

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
You were all I had
Now you’re not here so I must do this on my own

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
I still have your blood
Running through the arms
That cannot reach you now

I’m drowning in the pools between my ears
Some days the trees and cars just don’t seem real
Without you
Is there really a me?

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
You were all I ever had

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
You were all I had
Now you’re not here so I must do this on my own

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
I still have your blood
Running through the arms
That cannot reach you now