Me Against My Head

Every mornin' I'll put on some makeup
I'll color my face in like a colorin' pad
Tryna tell myself that I'm a weapon
And I look amazin', but I don't mean that

Describe yourself in three words, all these things that I despise
There's only one person involved then I'm here takin' sides
Oh, by the every inch of what's been keepin' me alive

But I
I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind
I couldn't impress her even if I tried
You can tell me I'm pretty, and tell me I'm great
But how can I believe somethin' my brain tells me it's fake?
And tell me that I'm sexy, but my body feels dead
When it's me, it's me against my head

And I wanna go out for a dinner, and eat lots of pizzy
Without feelin' bad
And I wanna be voicin' a pain, in some deep conversations
Without feelin' blind

Describe yourself in three words, all these things that I despise
There's only one person involved then I'm here takin' sides
Oh, by the every inch of what's been keepin' me alive

But I
I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind
I couldn't impress her even if I tried
You can tell me I'm pretty, and tell me I'm great
But how can I believe somethin' my brain tells me it's fake?
And tell me that I'm sexy, but my body feels dead
When it's me, it's me against my head

Where's the self-confident girl
With all of her freckles and curls?
Not dreamin' of healthy and dancin'
And he's soakin' in thinkin' that's gonna change the world
Change the world

I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind
I couldn't impress her even if I tried
You can tell me I'm pretty, and tell me I'm great
But how can I believe somethin' my brain tells me it's fake?
And tell me that I'm sexy, but my body feels dead
When it's me, it's me against my head