Everybody Fades

I'm waiting by the phone
The silence is the soundtrack to another night alone
Convinced that all the fear I felt could be trapped inside these walls that hold me in
Hoping that the ghost of truth that I kept from you won't be here in the end

I can't stop picturing how I used to look with you next to me
Now I can't fall asleep without you in my dreams
Don't wanna look the other way
I can't convince myself to stay
Did your best
Do reasons change?
Just wanna be where I know it's safe

I'm never coming home
This place is just a graveyard for the things that we did wrong
Convinced that all the guilt I felt could be hanging on these walls surrounding us
Hoping that the ghost of you that I see right through won't take away your trust

I can't stop picturing how I used to look with you next to me
Now I can't fall asleep without you in my dreams
Don't wanna look the other way
I can't convince myself to stay
Did my best
Do reasons change?
Just wanna be where I know it's safe
And I confess I'm nothing less than a fucking mess
I did my best to stay the same
But everybody fades
I can't stop picturing how I used to look with you next to me
Now I can't fall asleep without you in my dreams
Don't wanna look the other way
I can't convince myself to stay
Did my best
Do reasons change?
Just wanna be where I know it's safe
And I confess I'm nothing less than a fucking mess
And we tried our best to stay the same
But everybody fades