Eventually

As my whole world comes down around me
Show me no pity as I ease
Into a suicidal laughter

With the setting sun
My father's gun is whispering

And as my family dies from cancer
I am teary-eyed and weak
I'm not weary of disasters

The end is numb
For everyone, eventually

And as my friendships are decaying
And we're all waking from the dream
This dying day just ain't worth saving

So I hide away
In my poison brain, trying to sleep