Evil blood in my veins
Carry me to the new age
Where time just numbs you out

Baby prayers in the night

And my parents are on fire
My parents are on fire
My parents are on

The evil went away
Only to be replaced
By thoughts more sinister

Baby prayers

Bailey jay
Promises made
To bring me down
To what I am now
Vicious dreams
Carve out your name
Endlessly in touch
With one another's pain

We don't know how to love
We don't know how

Bailey jay
Dead ambitions
Bear the weight
Of everything you

Boredom flying through my head
Before crash landing in her bed

Mysteries I'll never solve to watch my misery dissolve in a bath of time swimming down the drain

Painful is addicted yeah, but suffering is unaware

Of so-called friends who needle you into a place that is no use

And the headlights shining down in your brain
Do you finally stand for the things you say?
Screaming out for help, and the demons say
"I know we'll be human one day"

And the people you owe finally get payed
And the people that love you know you felt the same way
And the

Dead teenager girl
Had her special day in hell
With a big black birthday cake
Why try to escape your future or your fate?
You have made yr home

Dead teenagers tell
The living ones what to feel
And no one fights it too hard
You can't tell a lie to the lie in your

Woke up from a trippy nightmare
Blissed out in the head

My head is only an island
Frightened light lives there

Woke up from a trippy nightmare
Blissed out in the head

My brain is only an island
Frightened light lives there

Crucified to my past life
Be my blue suicide

Self-esteem makes little sense
Primitive and malcontent

I guess a smile
Has it's place
But there's a skull
Under my face

It's in control
I do what I'm told.

Lovers in self-denial
Fucking execution st

Dig her, don't you just dig her?
Bite down, draw blood from your sister
Satan, kisses me gently
Get real, you'll fall for anything

Dig her, my dead first girlfriend
Bite down, soak these little problems
Satan, wake me in the morning
Get real, kill me whenever

Caroline,
I miss you more than I ever wanted
I don't know you but I know you are beautiful
Caroline,
Your eyes are little pools of death
You're a waste of my time but I couldn't care less
'Caroline, please kill me' said my spirit to your mind
I will hang out on your f

It's not so long, it's not so long, it's not such a long time.
I need you so, I need you so, I need you sometime.

Let's go to sleep, let's go to sleep, all of my feelings on time (?).
I need you so, I need you so, I need you sometime.

This is so long, this is so long, I guess

Wasted, laughing at winter birds
Give up feeling like half awake
I want you to waste my time
Come on apathy! Heal me from inside

After a while I can't go to sleep
I am forever married to being
Alive with you outside of time
Come on apathy! Heal me from inside

Do drugs do drugs and fall in love
There's nothing better than drugs and love

Pretty flowers in your pretty heart
Another gift you give until you fall apart
I want to see you bloom in my head
Another gift you give even when you're dead

As my whole world comes down around me
Show me no pity as I ease
Into a suicidal laughter

With the setting sun
My father's gun is whispering

And as my family dies from cancer
I am teary-eyed and weak
I'm not weary of disasters

The end is numb
For everyon

Wake me wondering through the night
Overrun it high overdone it right
There's nothing I wouldn't do for you
Now there is nothing that I can do

Please get over yourself
Please get over everyone
Your mother made it herself
And everybody asks how

How are you doin

Torn apart from everyone
The sinking sun
I watched her die
Took a sick day to bleed
Inside something
Not meant to be

You were so convincing
And so heaven white
I watch you die
Animals begging to eat
They can't survive
Not meant to be

Flowers of

Kill this evil buried dead
Stirred awake inside my head
Heal this worried mind of mine
Demon traces in these little lines

What have you done to me?

Beautiful surrounded eyes
But darkness rots away that little light
The voice of your child
Speaks no words just

Feel her swell inside my head
Spirit can I trust you yet?
Walking to the car
Ringing through my heart
Were the words I'd never say to you

The winter is between your teeth
And sleeps where you bite down on me
How fast the feeling grows
From a place I'm scared to

Our ugly symmetry
Meant everything to me
But after all this time
It's come to mean nothing

And my wrists somehow forgot
That quiet parking lot
Or one year later
On your roof top

Terrified sunlight
Rising in your eyes
Never wanted to try

Your first boyfriend died
Spirits still rip through your mind
You can leave this world behind
But when you do be kind to me
Marie, no sleep

Come on rock the void
Lonely and so paranoid
Put me i

Expectations weigh on me
To satisfy these endless needs
And I don't care and I don't know why
Maybe i'm no good inside
All this wasted time
To see your fucked up life
Become mine

All these thoughts just won't be still
I bless my habit, pray to pills
I can't