I woke up sweating in the sun
Sprawled across my big brothers grave
Shaking with drunk and sleep
I crawled to my feet, walked up into the shade
Of an young elm tree,
Must have been planted since the last we came
Vicki, My mom and me
Cleaned the dirt from the plaque th

I hear the sonic sound of brakes
As you whisper in my ear
I hold your head between my sweaty hands
And shout loud for all to hear
Anita say the word
I smell gasoline and I feel the heat
As we make love standing up in the alley behind your street
Glow and crumble girl<

She came to the coast from the Show Me state
With her daddy's blue eyes and her mama's blind hate
Guess she didn't know much but she knew the rules
What she needed to learn she would find in L.A.
Not back in that school
Didn't want to read about it, guess she wanted to see

I'm the man you don't think about, when you think about love
A lame white devil from the bars uptown,
With a tattooed smile pulled tight around me like a killer's glove
I'm the man you don't want to know
I'm the one, I'm that ugly one
Walking slow death ten feet behind you,

I heard the truth about you
And it doesn't really read at all,
Like the whipping stick you raised me with
A scared woman in a private hell
Hushed voice like electric bell
Strange talk about Edgar Cayce
And the long lame walk of the dark 70's
Strange talk about Edgar C

I heard the truth about you
And it doesn't really read at all,
Like the whipping stick you raised me with
A scared woman in a private hell
Hushed voice like electric bell
Strange talk about Edgar Cayce
And the long lame walk of the dark 70's
Strange talk about Edgar C

Eleanor Young

Eleanor young
Eleanor child
Standing on a lonely hilltop
In the Appalachian Wild

Eleanor sing
Eleanor scream
Shout loud to your own green world
Doors don't open for the country girl

Oh they lied to you
They sung to you songs you weren't

I'm not gonna choke on your hard sell media dope
Yeah, I'm not going out like that
I don't want to hear about the summer of love
I'm not going back in time
I don't even want to let love rule,
I want to break the back of brotherly love
I don't wanna go back in time,
I

It's good to have a window on the world
And live deep in the heart of the beast in the sun
Night after night I do the same damn thing
Do the weirdness dance for those who can't
Getting to the point that I can't take it anymore
Anymore
Waking up at 3 PM in the trashed bedr

I wish I had the strength inside to make you go away
I wish I was immune,
Ever since I met you drinking at the circle bar
I go where you will to keep from being ripped in two
I still smile when I think of 1986
You and me in that little room drunk on sex
And we'd fall asle

I've got a girl in Saux St. Marie,
She takes a bus every weekend just to come across the miles to me
She leaves her room in the shadow of the bridge
To spend two days life blind in my dirty bed
Doesn't ask questions,
Never talks down about the things I do when she isn't aroun

Yeah, here you come again
I should've know you'd be around
It makes no sense to me
Why we're still alive
You've got weeks to live
And I am on a spiral dive
When you finally die
Don't let me need you there
I know damn well you're not alone
Surrounded laughing b

Wasn't that you
Walking down Pico boulevard
Yeah, wasn't that you
Looking cool, baby, walking hard
Wasn't that you fallin' drunk out of that black girls car
Yeah, wasn't that you?
Baby, wasn't that you?
Baby wasn't that you last night at the gay bar

You had a d

We have been sleeping with the nights on
Just about every night
Cause we are afriad
Of what the dark might bring
I know I know
It's just a childish fear
It grows and grows wild in the middle of me
Going to get a new tattoo
Black and streching around my arm
Lik

Trust Fund

I know a couple who were in love
Liven in the best of times
The world blew up
They would never know

All the pain they never realized
Sheltered from the world's every woe
Living happy and politically correct

Just buy it if you want it now
Just