The first time the 3rd child
Saw blurred lines through anxious eyes
He felt lies
He felt betrayed
He responded in turn
He responded with rage
He set fires, he broke shit
The fuel in his system made him more than the real thing
His presence was strong
He did as

I am waking in this state
I don't know where I am
I can feel the things we've said
And an essence of regret
With my inhibitions gone
My confusion leads the way
There are scenes that I delete
There is something in the way
I am waking in this state
I don't know

Strip the need
Another violation of me
Strip the bleed
Another violation of me

I don't remember the time
The memorabilia is shit
Upon the back of my neck
I feel the imminent grip
The imminent grip

A slow collide
A half repent
And what I said
Is

Freedom rings today
In the domain of the fabricated god
Hands that clasp in prayer remain
A diversion to the cock

That’s what it is
Nothing to forgive
How I live is a reaction to a fucking lie you live
And I won’t forgive

When I close my eyes and assess the pa

I burrow through
I come from the West
I speak loud so you hear me
I pretend to move freely
I come with plans
A critical whore
I'm important to someone
I suck harder than most girls

I keep the bitch warm

I object you
I come to impress
I am ultra per

Raw head, exposed vein
The thorn mutates my skin
Bare to substance, nourish greed
Hostile is the specimen
Naked with a veil aggression
Pierce the mind, the core fixation
Suck withdrawl, the saturation
Live in this oblivion

After all I've done
Just look what

Take from me my eloquence and mention my decline
I'm sure you still remember all the tension on my face

I prayed for hours and I slaved for hours
And gave all my mental dysfunctions away
So in me the anger confused and devoted
Would cradle and debase

Strip me of my di

A day at the beach
And guess what I see
It runs without code
It's staring at me
Let down by his mind
His structure of need
Tangled and flawed
Like hair in the breeze
(Does anyone care
This person exists?
I have felt pain
But never like this)
A samp

Dressed to the nines
In the lastest lies
I feel VIP
What goo are you to me
So cellular
So in control
I live and breathe
My daddy's terrordome
I wear these blondes
Like the magazines
I am the New York scene
With the attitude
I'm the player here

Maneuver indistinct among these fucks without reason
I stand enveloped in the stigma of a thick delusion
Somehow I'm taking more than density and television
I'm getting so much more from life than you can fathom
Fuck yourself
Today I woke up and the world was sitting on my sh

Coldwave
I am in myself
Fuse with
Synthesize my hell

I wanna tear it apart
I wanna sever the thing
I wanna touch the decay
Of all the pleasure it brings
I’ve told the lie of all lies
And I’ve dissected myself
Mutilation inside of my occupied hell

Y

All this time with no regrets
All this time is ignorance
Endure myself to some extent
A rage abuse of common sense

And in my eyes we all forget
And in my eyes is ignorance
Take my time for this repent
And suffer life with one intent

Stab against the grain

Everytime i try to stop myself something extrinsci takes ahold
Everytime i try to stop myself i seem to play a minor role
Enduring the synthetics of thsi world is all i do to take control

This is me when i was young
This is what i am to overcome
This is me when i was young<

I believe in slavery
I am the despotic God
I believe in slavery
I belive it's born again

Torture me
Suck it off
Break the veins
These bones are made of circuitry
Since you can not obtain

A remnant stands
Today
I will play the master, God the slave<

You can speak all you like
But the words defy clarity
It's a million to one that you've not gotten through to me
On the fringe
A man learns silence
As his days convert to nights
There's nothing here
But the attire to destroy myself or fight
Speak to me magneticall

Journey with me into the mind of a maniac
Doomed to be a killer since i came out the nutsack
In a murderous mind state with a heart full of terror
See the devil in the mirror
Buck-buck, lights out
'cause while i grab my sawed-off, then you get hauled off
Barrel one: touch

Disavow the mother father
Erase the sweat from under me
Memories lie down to fragments
I pledge allegiance to myself

And suffer me today
From a world gone pure
Wipe the rape upon my face
God how could i want

Rinse away the cruel deduction
That wounds could

If the fear in my brain would know one minor thing
It'd be whether I sink or I drown
And in my divide I somehow come alive
And I'm wrenching myself off the ground
And in your concern you ask me if it hurts
And I wonder how you even care
Yes, God, it does, and it defeats t

Tension breeds and formulates in vein
Strange that my tranquility is mistaken for decay
Mutilate my knowledge into hate
My life is no more valid than the product of the rape

And I am raped
I’m the serpent, I'm the swine
I will suffer life as though it's mine
Intensi

Cold reality defeats the mind
My damaged life is ill defined
My reason burns in grand despair
But why am I allowed to care?
Diffuse the coils we call betrayal
Am I in heaven or in hell?
You tell me what I've done
You tell me what I've done

Harsh divinity brings