Here I am confessing again
I know I've let you down
I've said it a thousand times
Never again starts now
I've slept through so many days
I've wasted so much time
Can't solve it with a song
Can't fix it with a rhyme
So I'll try
To be honest with myself again

I promise you I will not waste your time
Thinking of ways to clear my name
Oh, Adonai, have mercy on me

If you're still listening to me
There's only one thing that I need now
Oh, Adonai, have mercy on me

Cause I've got nothing to bring
Yeah, I've got nothing to br

Bless me, Lord, I'm fighting like a lunatic
Afraid my mind is slipping through my fingertips
I know You're good news, but God, I'm just not good at this
Will I figure it out or is this just how people live?
We all just wanna get better
We all just wanna get better
Bless m

Blessed are the poor
For theirs is the Kingdom
And blessed are those who mourn
For You're right there beside them
And blessed are the meek
For the earth is theirs
And blessed are those who seek
For You will find them here
You'll find them here

Are you feelin

I saw a burning bush
A flaming silhouette in the night
If I'm standing on holy ground
I'm living on borrowed time
You said I am who I am
I was your boat in the nile
All I know is there's blood on my hands
Just that rivers bastard child

Oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh, oh-o

I, I've been working on the ways
That I lose my head some days
I just can't keep it together
I, I keep trying to soldier on
Trying to put it in a song
But I just start to unravel

Faith feels like a free fall sometimes
I guess I still freak out sometimes
Faith fe

Take me to the church and I'll pray, I'll pray
Take me to the river and I'll wash my sins away
Take me to the church and I'll pray, I'll pray
Take me to the river and I'll wash my sins away
Away

Yeah, I'll dance in the water there
I'll hardly come up for air
'Cause

Let my bones, that once were broken, dance now
Let my heart that once was shattered, rejoice
Let my light that once was dimmed down, shine out
And let that garden snake's lies be unmade, and water flow
It's coming from inside of me
This life, this hope, this freedom
Your

Are you feeling alone?
Are you feeling like a child run away from home?
Are you feeling afraid?
Like your clever disguise has just been made?
But are you worried about?
Are you feeling like a thief that's just been found out?
Are the walls caving in?
Folding underneat

The better part of my twenties spent writing songs about God
On a Prozac prescription, doesn't that seem odd?
'Cause I believe in a gospel and a God who is good
But these chemicals don't always work like they should

Hung up on this heartache, and the distance between
The wa

Well God, be my vision, be my holy truth
Yeah, I'll be the branches if You'll be the root
I'd give all my freedom, I'd become a slave
To lay on Your shore and be washed by Your waves
To lay on Your shore and be washed by Your waves

I don't care for riches nor man's empty pr

How great this love
Oh, it's moving all my mountains
It's perfect love
It's casting out my fear

How great this love
Oh, it welcomes me like family
And anywhere I go
It meets me there

'Cause He is good
And He is God
What I earned
It's not what I got

Hate is a hard drug
When it gets in your blood
Spreads likes a poison
Till you can't see what you've become
And anger's a hard drug
It's like playing with matches
You can burn your house down
Before you even know what happened

Oh, these are hard drugs to quit

Heart, soul, blood, bone
Hurt, hope, pain, love
We're all heart, soul, blood, bone
Looking for a connection

Seems like every time I look in the mirror
I struggle to see my own reflection
But when I look in your eyes, I can see it alright
Can't deny there's some kind

Your love is a banner
It covers me
Flying in all of its splendor
It beckons me

Your love is a banner
It covers me
Flying in all of its splendor
It beckons me

Here I am
You have found me
Here I am

Here I am
You have found me
Here I am

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I've seen a saint fall from grace
But I'm not sure that'd I'd use that phrase
'Cause if grace is something you can misplace
Then what's the point of it anyway?
'Cause I said it would never be me
To waver in this faith I decree
But the apple don't fall far from the tree

There was a popup revival on the edge of town
People came from miles to see what was going down
They said the Holy Ghost would knock you to the ground
And I wanted to feel God reaching out
So when it came my turn the preacher took me by the shoulder
Put his hand on my chest,

I thought I'd be better by now
I thought I'd have this figured out
But I keep finding myself back at the beginning
It's like I'm on a loop, and I keep on repeating
But You say, "I got ya"
Is this hope or nostalgia?
I don't know
Oh, I don't know (Hope or nostalgia?)

You say that you love me, don't say that you love me
'Cause I don't know how to be yours
You say that you want me, don't say that you want me
'Cause I don't know how to be yours

I still act like an orphan I guess
My hard heart breaks to confess
That even while you hold

Well, I've been running for the keep, I've been wrestling in my sleep
Been wearing these skins for so long
I've been running from the gun, from my own father's son
To used to running to settle my home
And all my lies just bought more land for me to roam

And I know that I'm