Cold the earth below my feet,
My heart´s already turned to dust!
Inside ? there is just emptyness
I´m looking at me with disgust!

All the good things that i had
Are memories inside my mind
Makin me so numb and sad
´cause all that they inflict...

...is pain!!

All by myself i just sit and reflect
Hating myself for hating myself
Vicious circles of selfdestruction
Must be broken before i break

A state of mind, where time passes fast
?kill me? i said, and kill me i meant
Remembering myself as a desperate friend
I am not myse

I look into your eyes and I see
You're slidin' into desaster again
We're just the slaves to our selves
and you fail to soothe your master, my friend

Life is pain, you know that I know damn well
But this is not the end, not here and not now
Think about the years, the tea