What just has happened? Goddamn!
What brings this pictures in my mind?
Who tells me "kill him"?
He is my friend! I don't want to kill!

Resistance!
Resistance!
I take a razor and a knife, I'm going!
You is my friend, so, run, please, run!
I am a doll and some dar

Evening again and altered state
Present brings in hopelessness
Existance is just a joke of life
I hope to have brought through or die

Look at me, friend from the mirror
Do you think I'm tired? Yeah?
Don't be silly, little billy!
This is the night for thought!

At every evening and every weekend,
I saw his face, that smiled to me
The seeds of hate were growing stronger,
Night after night and every day
Once I returned and he was drank,
He tried to touch me, as boyfriend,
But cage of hate was torn apart,
I laughted and looked

Leave me alone! Yes, I'm in trouble!
And say: "you're unbearable, aren't you?"
Yeah, bitch, you're better than all other
Let's show your fury, what can you do?
I believed in synergy
And I'm falling down now
But it's not my fault,
All things rot!

Even truth rots!

Be humble and you'll delight in paradise!
Loan for house and car, you'll be prosperous!
Workaholic will get rich and famous
Lie! This is a lie! You needn't live with it!
You need not!
You needn't live with illusions!

I hate live for illusions!
I hate all in my life!

You're crawling forward, the exploration,
Everything so attractive, and so difficult,
You're shedding power of cognition, but blind fate
The dice are loaded against your mind!
You'll feel the power of the eight

Sell for a song your dream! Exterminate your talent!
Purcha

Betrayed again with headache,
The same things erased me yesterday
Infinitude of days and people doesn't came
I'm looking through a mirror on the dead man!
The creatures of my mind becomes so real,
Intrusive thoughts, fixation on a suicide!
The creatures of my mind - remai

A new quest, but something gives me up to despair
I'm carring over as if I know solution
I'm cursed with my mental fatigue from day to day
Unrealized, unproductive and lifeless!

Lifeless!
These Dreams are scaring me!
Lifeless!

I can't stop a flurry of excessive sp

Another day, grey sky remains the same,
Unrestrained black noise is reminiscence stream
Childhood pictures, the dawn is tinted with sepia
Breakdown of underself is casting shadows on the world

The altered state of consciousness
When laughter seems a baseness
Nobody know