i see the visions in here eyes, a lost world of bitter demise
i taste the nightsky on her skin, i piss the shit out of her world

raging inside i bow to her as due
laughing it's stare like a fluent tragedy
no longer will i question why
no more will i delve inside

oh wh

I stand, envelop, descend
Mindlessly waiting and breathing
Close, wait, silence and fate
Watching the world as it's sinking

And i fall

Dreaming, awake, shiver and break
Drag it back into the sunlight
Come back and go, leave it alone
Cuz morning is almost in si

lost in my own silent world of regret
paging through my life i know what it meant

i'm regretting - my life
i'm repenting - my pain
lost in sorrow - no more
i can see the lies
regretting - no one
repenting - it all
now i know - what i
must be to rid it all

in the autumn reign i cry, holding back the life
that rests in my arms
visions of a beauty lie like the flames in my soul
she tastes my raging heart

i cry only for your tears, i die only for your heart
fill my heart and fill my soul
i dry all the tears you cry, while in

i broke my will again, now i can't remeber how it started
the pain of her still dwells inside

i clutch to the hands of death, balancing on the threshold of love
why do i harbor so much pain? why do i even try?
give me back the days of past when the world was so much more
no

In quiet desperation we simply fade away
In hopeless isolation we close our eyes today
One million moments, in a whisper their gone
One stolen lifetime, how were we so wrong?

Waiting for you to breathe
Waiting for something to believe
Waiting for you to breathe
Some

Confusion, illusion - i still feel your breath
Depression, expression - i still hear your words

It’s over - it’s not over - it can’t be over - don’t say it’s over

Somewhere deep inside your soul
Lies a feeling you can’t let go
I’m the one in which you doubt
It’s you i

this is the last wave of your infinite indifference
this is a shade of your denial
this is the consequence of uncreating disbelief
forgive me - for now

this is the moment of chaotic disassembly
this is the dawn of nothing new
this is the acquiescence of sublime divinity

Searching through your eyes, staring at mine
Visions of a time gone by
Living without it, never again now
Memories i can't deny

As i pull you close, emotions flow
I could stay forever here with you
I felt so alone until i touched your skin
Now i feel so complete

Bowing to your graven gods
In fear of what they hold
A hell that is your bliss
Paradise not what you thought
Now your mortal life has ceased
For eternity here you will dwell
Heaven. but not in your mind
Your ignorance has condemned you

A black rose has fallen to

A stolen sigh, a breath away - a tearful eye, the hope to see you another day

Come so quick to me, and i must go
The night brings our hearts together, although they know

In our arms entwined - in our love divine
In our world so seperate, yet near to touch
In our hearts we

alone in a darkened room, in a deathlike trance
anticipation of suicide, one final farewell
the cold blade touches my skin
sweat drips from my brow
one slash, one more time
through never, this empty night - tonight

twil be my last goodbye, and now i finally die
live

My shattered heart lies bleeding
Restless emptiness, cold oblivion
Paralyzed be my depressive reality
Never-lasting hope brings back nothing

Minutes turn to days, all the truth is lie
All that i’ve been told, escaping reasoning
I pray for an end, receive immortality

The failure in your eyes, the crying in your heart
It makes me die
A final goodbye, no days left to try
So away i'll turn

When the love finally leaves tonight
Says its last farewell, is it too late
I can no longer find the way, the way to make you stay
So i'll just

Like a flame burning inside, raging hearts will never die
Burning passion trying to be free, let loose your rage and fly with me
Bastard sons of the blinded eyes will never see the bliss we feel
So let them follow their path, it's paradise they will never see

Raging deep inside

pale was you vision - the life that you lead
you let it slip away
you thought you could go away from it all
it came back to you

and now your falling down down once again
what do you want from me?

waiting for an answer to come - what if it never does
waiting, your

From smoke like serpents to the water
Alone i entered this world
Full of pain, a world of sorrow
So many unanswered lies
Into the arms of hope i lay my waking head
Through the eyes of death, i reap my own regrets

No words to justify my strength to carry on
Hopes of