I'm gonna feel nothin' like a barbie doll
Doll, doll, doll
One, two, three, four

I wish I was a toy
No crushes on boys
There'd be no paranoia
If I was a toy, yeah
See me in the shops
Livin' in a box
People starin' at me
'Cause I'm always happy

I ha

Hey
I was doing just fine before I met you
I drink too much and that's an issue

But I'm okay
I said hey
You tell your friends it was nice to meet them
But I really hope I never see them again
I know it breaks your heart
Move to the city in a broke down car and

I'll be crying in my bedroom
I'll be crying on my own
'Cause when I'm crying in my bedroom
No one needs to know
Maybe I'll figure out my head soon
But till then I don't have to say
Because crying in my bedroom
Is just a part of the day

When I should be sleeping<

I've been hanging pictures of you on my wall
Drawing crosses on your eyes like a sinner, oh
I was young and you'd spit venom in my face
You shoulda known that, that would leave a bitter taste

Hoo-ooh, you always see the worst
Hoo-ooh-ooh, won't let you kill me first

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I get dirty thoughts about you
They get worse when I'm without you
Does that mean that I'm going to hell
Or are you thinking them as well, oh

When I'm lonely
All the corners of my mind start racing
Things that should be kept in the basement
Spend my time trying to e

I can be selfish and greedy
But you'd call it needy
You're so defensive
And it ends with a fight

But there's been a lack of attention
That I dare not mention
Baby, would you even notice if I died? (died?)

Well, what if I fake my own death?
Yeah, I know it's ri

Oh no, I've been so bad
For things I can't take back
But I won't run, I can't hide
'Cause I can have it

Now I'm drowning in the sea
Of my secret jealousy
This never used to be me
But it's a habit

Oh, it seems you blew my dreams but
Whole crowd screams toni

You used to call me on my cell phone
Late night when you need my love
Call me on my cell phone

Late night when you need my love
Yeah I know when that hotline bling
It can only mean one thing
Yeah I know when that hotline bling
It can only mean one thing

Ever s

Work, work, work, work, work, work
He said me haffi work, work, work, work, work, work!
He see me do mi dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt!
So me put in

When you ah guh learn, learn, learn, learn, learn
Meh nuh cyar if him hurt, hurt, hurt, hurt, hurting dry me ah desert hi

I need some windows in my head to light the dark
But it's all boarded up with bones and other parts
Well, I've been sentenced for a crime I never did
And it's been this way ever since I was a kid

So I must survive

I'm never up, I'm only on my way back down
I put my he

For all the time I got the blame
For your mistakes
You'd say your sorry, but nothings ever changed

And when you took my heart
I thought I could not break
Guess I was wrong cus it got broken today
So now I'm gonna sing a song
Outing you for all the shit you knew you

Toxic and poisoned
Far too much noise and
That's when I needed to breathe
Mind games are twisted
Left my brain all blistered
Yeah, I should have known to just leave
My heart begins to pour
There's blood on the bedroom floor
I couldn't give anymore (goodbye serenit

You'll be the death of me
So bring me my coffin, please
So happy in misery
I think you're my saviour
I know my head is not right
I think too much over night
But in you I see a light
Let's be more than strangers

You say you're scared
But I'll take you there

I thought you'd never b
My knight in shinning armour
And I was little scared to take u home to mother
Bt nw u r standing at my door holding flowers
Saying you'll b the one to hold me through the night
When I first saw u I nvr thought things through
Bt I remember feeling c

I don't look like her
She's in all the magazines
So much prettier than me
You don't know it hurts
Starring at my iPhone screen
Watching others live their dream

But mama she said to me
(Mama she said)
One day my love, you'll see

Pretty's on the inside
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There once was a girl
She was sweet like a baby
But you fucked her up
Made her think she was crazy
I'm that girl
But I look different lately
'Cause now I'm a monster
The monster you made me

(Hot-hot summer)
(Cool-cool) like the seasons
(Hot-hot summer)
(Cool-cool)

I'm fixated
I kinda hate it
'Cause I'm left open
To be broken

So say you'll never leave me, you'll never leave me
'Cause I'm in too deep, see, that I was bleeding?
The day befor

She's imperfect but she tries
She is good but she lies
She is hard on herself
She is broken and won't ask for help

She is messy but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up
And baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be

I'll be lost inside my head
Bad thoughts 'till four am
Then I'll try to sleep
And I can't tell anyone
I'm so scared they'll get up and run
So I don't speak

And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funnier
Weren't they?

Oh, I book a new app

There's a boy, there's a girl
I'm just tryna set the scene
Silly me, why'd I go and fall in love at seventeen?
It started out as a dirty little secret we could keep

But then I second guess my thoughts
Should I stay, should I not?
Gotta slow this down but

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