I never knew that such evil existed
I always thought that the devil was a metaphor
For profoundly immoral and malevolent happenings

And while many revelations seem to surface tonight
The one reality I can't seem to shake
Is my discovery of how much blood the human body can

Every day I try to explain to myself
Why I'm still here
It's hard when I'm living alone
And living life has been my biggest fear

What I'd give to see you again
What I'd give to see you breathe
'Cause life was easier
When you were lying next to me

Standing alon

I see the moonlight hit her skin
As if trying to shed light on morbidity
I pretend her eyes are fixated on me
But they are fixated on nothing

They are dull and lifeless just like the night itself
But why does it feel like I've lost you long ago?
Why does it feel like th

Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked
I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts
They hit me just like the cognizance
Of how I killed my lover and I have no defence
Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked
I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts

Lu

I wake up and I'm sitting upon the edge of a chair with no light to shine
My eyes adjust to the darkness and feel for a sign
My arms are locked in close and I can't feel a thing
I clench my jaw till my face starts to sting
​
Decisions, decisions, you've got one more to make

Free me from the dark in my head
'Cause it's preventing me from seeing red
I can't tell who I am anymore
Somebody tell me 'cause I'm not so sure
​
Emptiness is the victim of pain
Killing me loudly like the sorrow and pain
I'm feeling darkness, I'm feeling death
I

Do you believe in love that has died?
She beckons me, but what do I find?
​Jump my love, I swear that you'll fly, meet me at the top of the sky
Jump my darling, don't look down, you're a long way from the ground
​
What am I waiting for?
One more step off this ledge, and I

Even though you were far away
I knew I'd end up with you someday
And even in my darkest days
You'd tell me everything will be okay
'Cause I've always promised you
By the time that we are through
The world will be at it's end
And if I start to lie
I will confess th

I watch the world, it crumbles at the feet of illusion
It withers slowly in the hands of a con
Voices can be heard of the cities in peril

Wake the fuck up or all you know will be gone

They march in silence and shame
Violence under his name
Hiding in the comfort of dar

The demon knocks, and he screams my name
Open the door and meet your fate
The wood breaks and my heart does, too
An evil presence passes through me
I'm losing all perception
I lost my fucking mind
I let the tears fall out and swallow what's left of my pride
​
With

A masquerade for my apperception
A binding vigor for my lust
I've learned from the life I took, there's a few sights sadder than a ruined book
Everything around you slowly burns

You lead a life, no purpose and no family
The time will come, when vileness is all you see

I long for the feeling of a gun, resting against my head
I long for a candlelight vigil, for staining all the walls my favorite shade of red

The worst part of being dead is not knowing what she'll do
Standing proud above my casket like it's not because of you
So I'll make it fu

I see blood in my eyes, nothing but vengeance and solemn goodbyes
I hear under your breath, nothing but steel as it rips through your flesh

Behold my sacrifice, one through the heart, one through the head
Fast deaths and silent cries, soaking the snow in a dark shade of red
Beh

Forsaken, I'm broken
My desire to take away these demons in my mind
I'm calling for your name, but I can only catch a silhouette of your smile
​
I've told you many times before
I've always had the answers for the pain and suffering
The lies you told, the pain I'm in
I

God above's frowning down on me
As I try to hide her body where no one else can see (no one else can see)
Down in the basement, where no one will know
But they can tell by the sorrow I show
Stitch a motherfucking mask on my face
And rid myself from the setting where this all

Body after body, engulfed into the flames
For he who lives in darkness has a prophet to proclaim
With blades of steel in iron, he sharpens every one
And drives them through the body of the infidel's son

This isn't peace you haven't thought this through
You let a liar and a

They will take you far from me
For now I bare the blame
And he sits and stares with eyes of lust
Now carving out your name
I've taken blood away from you
Now dwelling far above
So I think of how your grin will change
I don't deserve your love

I'm so sick of the

Lie down with me one more time
I'm not okay and I'm not fine
I miss the feel of your body on mine
I miss my hands running down your spine

Love has fooled me again
And this time it's far worse than it's ever been
Four hours feel like years
Red eyes, soaked in tears

I'm done being open
With myself
With my life
With my thoughts
I've tried being honest
With the ones that I thought I loved

Every time I'm trying
I'm weak
I'm just a failure
Every day I'm dying
Every time I look in the fucking mirror

Alone, solitary

Hanging by the neck
Suspended by the throat
The world I picture's better

But I'm choking on the rope
There's nothing you can say
To save me from despair
So don't come in till morning
And let me kick this chair

Fuck!

Nobody knows me
They'll just know