So sick of the color TV
Leave a message nigga never find me
I'm so bored, I'm torn
Drive away
Count the guts on the dashboard
In my head you know I never sleep
Bling and black diamonds on a rosary
I'm so bored, I'm torn
Numbers up, wake me up
Where's my passpo

Memories and photographs
Don’t wanna bring it all back
Lies barely work at all
Unconditional
Fucking fictional
Favors, you need this and that
Yea man, I’ll call you right back
Like trends, you flash and fall
Unforgivable
Hypocritical

Take another look at

I'm better off this way
The damage is done
Apologies came too late
I'm better off this way
It's better to be safe

'Cause if we're gonna separate our lives
Do you think that we'll be fine?
And if we're going to separate our worlds
I don't think I will survive

Gone, separate me from this loss I've known
Tolerate these stitches I have sewn
(We bare scars of our lives
A love affair as sharp as a knife)
I only cut myself to feel like I'm alive
(To feel like I'm alive)

Better than the devil that you said it
But you never want

Hark, how the bells
Sweet silver bells
All seem to say
Throw cares away
Christmas is here
Bringing good cheer (good cheer)
To young and old
Meek and the bold, oh

People sing songs of good cheer
Christmastime is here

Oh, how they pound (oh, how they pou

The ivory shines
On your pillow
Rest your head
And close your eyes

Let the wire find your marrow
Cut your bones clean until you die

Everyday
It requires a praise
Just to get some structure
In the lonely place

Double check
The piano can play
S

Am I comatose
Or did I overdose
Might I propose a toast
Here's to the end
Will I break the spell
Or just end up in hell
IDK LOL
Life's not your friend

I woke up yesterday with thoughts of blowing out my brains
Bad dreams with horrid themes like blood upon my

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find

Sometimes denial feels like a hole in the sky
Cutting me down in my prime
You took my time, kept running your mouth on my dime
Crying 'cause you lost your free ride

It's not you
It's on me
I let myself believe
Still you
Can't see
I seen through all your sche

Fading out into obscurity
Up to my eyes
With all the absurdity
Bullshit that comes out your mouth
Ain't concerning me
You're never hurting me
Looking foolish universally
Spreading disease with your pestilence
Playing your internet game
For the hell of it
G

D-d-d-d-desperate and defeated
Look in his eyes their both dilated
T-t-t-t-time stands still awaits
As his hands grip the bars of a cell
Bye bye bye goodbye to your life
When your f-f-f-freedoms taken away
And there's 666 carved into your wrist
And they throw away the

One day you're here
The next you're gone

Slip away through open doors
And you disappear like you were never born
You cry for help but no one hears
Leaving time and scars that never heal

And from the moment you wake
You're terrified
You're feeling dead but awak

I'm at the bottom, can you come let me up?
'Cause I brought a flower for you
Your friends are faded, let me fill up your cup
And toast to the stars over

The ocean's flowing
Emotions in the air

I don't wanna live for nothing
Just wanna be something
I never knew

A place in the darkness
I'm feelin' so heartless
Everything seems upside down
Is there a way out?
I pray for a way out

Is there a way out?
We pray for a way out
We're stuck in the darkness
A heaven so heartless
We pray for a way out of this hell

(Is th

Shooting at the stars
But I don't wanna know and I don't want those scars
Leave it up to God
Remember that it might not care at all

Galaxies aren't far
But in reality we will be torn apart
Leave it up to God
Remember that it might not care at all

I don't wanna

Tell me how

Tell me how
I got nothing to say
Tell me why
Why my tombstone is blank
'Cause I'm not the one who won't try
I'm not letting life pass me by

Tell me when
When the days are less gray
Tell me where
Is the road to less pain
How many days

Tell me how

Tell me how
I got nothing to say
Tell me why
Why my tombstone is blank
'Cause I'm not the one who won't try
I'm not letting life pass me by

Tell me when
When the days are less gray
Tell me where
Is the road to less pain
How many days

Last night
Couldn't fall asleep
'Cause the wind was screamin' loud
Thought I heard your voice
'Bout a thousand times

As the rain kept pourin' down
Made me think of the last time
But we never said our last goodbyes
Just a memory of yesterday

I'm prayin' for

Baptized
The mire ain't a miracle
Capsized
A secret's inconceivable
Shots fired
You did it again
Sold your soul just to get this bread

Broke down
You speaking the unspeakable
Blacked out
It went to your head
Coked out for a little advance
I'm no

We're paralyzed by the sacred kiss It's no surprise it's a one way trip, yea Too many lies, something's got to give We love the secrets That we just hate to tell It's a crime Forever shifting