In this cage again
They ask me how I've been
I'll smile big, try to pretend
I'm not being tortured by them
Why can't they just decide?
They want me dead and alive
Don't you think I've fucking tried
To mend the wounds I have inside?

Ah-ah-ah-ah
They can't fix

I have waited for so long
Living in agony but what did I do wrong
I have looked for you all my life
Glancing way to often at my kitchen knife
Just lay me down let me sleep
I am just a doll to use discard me when you please
And now that I've cracked just like porcelain

I was just a kid but I learned much too fast
Found the internet way too young, a scar that would last
And you know I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn't hurt so bad
Would I have been