The Comfortable Illusion Of Your Dream

The black wings open before my eyes
The gray life no longer belongs to me
You received my love and care before I died
And maybe now I'll see you giving it back

My biggest pain is knowing
That you'll never hear my prayers
Even though I whisper on your side
I could not be further away

Every night I watch your face
And gently I touch your skin
And I regret not being part of
The comfortable illusion of your dream

The life's pain ends the pain of death
But the pain of your rejection still numbs me
My eternal punishment is my pleasure
And for your whole life I will accompany you
(Accompany you!)

My biggest pain is knowing
That you'll never hear my prayers
Even though I whisper on your side
I could not be further away

Every night I watch your face
And gently I touch your skin
And I regret not being part of
The comfortable illusion of your dream