Solo Awakening

Solo I close my weary eyes
Sigh of life, Sigh of life

Beyond this world of mine
There is some place and time
Distant images in my mind
Tricking my eyes
(Only I supposed to die forsaken and denied)

Solo I wake blinded by light
Eyes, my eyes
Solo I wake restless inside

Solo I stand watching your crimes
Judging the world bowing for lies
(For lies)
Lamenting over it not to be mine (to be mine)
Solo I stand waiting for dying (for dying)

Intending to blame
Any others' smile
Looking for hope
In pain and exile
Feeling forlorn
And being consumed

Being consumed, being consumed

Lost and searching for Any reason
Thus I bleed my eyes to see
[In sins and lies I chose to die]

But in hate I can be just
Only in hate I can be just

No way beyond
No life upon
Only hate burns in my core

Beyond this world my eyes left behind
Beyond this world my heart despises
I feel alive, I feel life
I feel alive, I feel life

My misfortune is to expect for some
(There's) no light behind the dark, the dark

Judging the world bowing for lies
Lamenting over it not to be mine (to be mine)