Shit Show

I lost myself durin' my ride into the city on the bus
I caught my eyes locked in that
Comfortable position of fallin' in love
If I could, I would drink my troubles down the drain
But I don't wanna drink alone today

I'll drop the act of adolescence and I'll play a new part
I'll try to find where my voice went
And I'll stop breakin' my own heart
I'll laugh along, I'll sing the songs you wanna hear
Let me in, oh, let me near

Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there, oh

I found myself fakin' a smile
And makin' time to shake a hand for a livin'
I dropped my mind somewhere on the one line
And didn't realize 'til I cried on Thanksgiving
The seasons change, the reasons always stay the same
I still have so many songs to name

Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there

Maybe it's a memory or I read it in a magazine
But I swear I'd see your faces staring up at me
Maybe this song is self-aware
And I'm singin' here and you're standin' there
Waitin' for the show to go on

Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there

Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
But it's this show, I want to be there, oh