Really?

Trying to remember the way you used to be
The time when everything was real to you and to me
Never felt so true before
Never thought that it would last
Now all is left behind
My life has turned into past

I really wanted to make you mine
I really wanted to live my life
I really wanted to say good-bye
But never really tried

I never wanted to hurt you, or do you wrong
But this pain inside, you made me suffer too long
So take this heart of mine
Oh please let it fly free
After your funeral it only belongs to me