Memento Mori

I'm just counting down the days
For which I dwell upon
There is no way to be saved
From this mandatory change
What will I do
Where will I go
Where will I go

We're falling faster into the abyss
Just a chapter of a cycle that never ends
When you bring me up and you put me down
Why does it have to be this way
Just endless suffering
And I have no words to say
For what will come over me
I can’t believe my eyes
Cause all I see is red

I wonder when I'll be the one who ends up dead
Take me away from this place
All the waking nights I lie afraid to death
Just to know that one day I’ll cease to exist
What do I do
Where do I go

I know that it’s meant to be
But I can’t face tragedy
You bring me up
Then put me down
And I can't take this so leave me be
I'm just counting down the days
For which I dwell upon
There is no way to be saved
From this mandatory change
What will I do
Where will I go
Where will I go

Take me away from this place
'Cause I can't sleep at night
Knowing that the end is near
I know the end is near
But I can't face it
And I don't know what to do
It's like I'm fighting against myself to survive
And all you do is throw me to the wolves
So what’s the point

So tell me what's the point
I know that it’s meant to be
But I can’t face tragedy
You bring me up
Then put me down
And I can't take this so leave me be
So tell me what's the point
What will I do
Where will I go
Where will I go