Maintain Consciousness

I was taking the long road
Falling deeper and deeper into
What I thought would bring me closer to you

I was facing the unknown
Chasing someone I already knew
Never thought that this is what I would go through

How many times must I say
Im sorry for myself
Leaving the whole world to blame
Its all about everyone else

But there comes a time
When youre questioning every single word youve said
Teaching the world that
Knowledge and power are circling through your head
Today
Is what weve been given and yesterday is dead
Maybe Hes right
Maybe Hes right

Seeing pigments of dark green
Searching deep for the colors serene

Sifting out the thoughts of what I should believe

Like waking up from a bad dream
Trying to figure out just what it means
But nothings ever quite the way it seems

How many times must I say
Im sorry for myself
Leaving the whole world to blame
Its all about everyone else