Losing Touch

There's no medication that can help me now
There's no medication that can save me now
There's no medication that can stop me now
Everyone get the fuck away from me before I fucking snap
I'm the clown shooting people in the face for a laugh
I want my mommy to make you all disappear
Like she said she fucking would
Filthy looks follow me because I'm tattooed and unshaven
But all you heathens look so pretty to me
I've lost touch with all you fucks
And everything in my life including myself
Chew your mouth until it swallows you
Fuck yourself until you reproduce
Smile swallow
Put on a happy face
Smile twitch put on a happy face motherfucker
In an alternate reality the world is full of harmony
Until the veins pop out of my head
The doctor keeps a safe distance in the room
Prescribing me something brand new
Yet never heard a fucking word that I said
Hear the screams of the lullaby
In the darkest chambers of the tortured mind
Where the saints and sinners show no divide
Where the human race lines up to die
Inside my mind everything dies
Say those words to me over and over again
Things get better but first more shit begins
I don't have the patience to play this fucking game anymore
I think I'd rather slit my throat
It always looks like a rose then starts to stink like a corpse
Then the feeling from a broken heart burning like a blowtorch
I've lost touch with my love
And everything in my life including myself
There's no medication that can stop me now
Maybe I should just kill myself
Spill my brain all over the floor.