Lonely

God I bet if there was a God
I'd be killing him
But who needs God
When I have Robbie Williams?
And who needs boys with these
Voices in my head
That say I'm useless
I eat too much bread?

Well, I left you overnight
Left you overnight
In the cold strange air
But I'm running out of time
Running out of time
To learn how to care

But I'm so lonely
And I don't have any real friends
I'm so lonely
Other people are just means to an end
I'm so lonely
And I'm eating in a food hall
Just watching other people
And it's all my fault

Onе more chicken roll
Won't kill me
Onе more novel
One less party
One more birthday
I should not have forgot
Oh-oh-oh, how long more till
I'm a lost cause?

I'm mentally unwell
Mentally unwell
The excuse I've enlisted
But I honestly forgot
Honestly forgot
That you even existed

I'm so lonely
And I don't have any real friends
I'm so lonely
Other people are just means to an end
I'm so lonely
And I'm eating in a food hall
Just watching other people
And it's all my fault

And I wish that I could
Leave my house and home
But I'll put everyone in danger
If I don't just sit here
And I'm wondering has this
Always been the case?
And when all this is over
Should I just stay?

I'm so lonely
And I don't have any real friends
I'm so lonely
Other people are just means to an end
I'm so lonely
And I'm eating in a food hall
Just watching other people
And it's all my fault