Illusion

It's not fair
Can I be as unaware as I seem?
Laying there
Like I don't know how to prepare to be seen

Not saying a lot
And good at keeping the reasons I got
But while I'm still alive
It's worth another try to keep myself from wasting time

I want to learn to rely on what I first decide
When the moment comes before it passes me by
Want to learn to rely on what I first decide
When the moment comes so I don't have to think twice

Nobody knows why we chose this state of mind
Or why we believe it's the only kind we want to know
We've only got to make our own minds believe we're
Living in the kind of world we want to see

With no reason to hide
Not much comes as a real surprise
If you find yourself with trouble
It can still remind you of the next time

And while I'm still alive
It's worth another try to keep myself from wasting time
I want to learn to rely on what I first decide
When the moment comes before it passes me by
Want to learn to rely on what I first decide
When the moment comes so I don't have to think twice