Hate Myself

I can say things I don't always mean When people get too close to me Don't know where it comes from, honestly And you, weren't perfect, yeah, you had your lows But I'd say you got pretty close Don't know how you could put up with me I was so caught up in my own thoughts Don't think that I understood When you said that you just couldn't take it That I would lose you for good I didn't think this over Fell back when you got closer After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself I'd always act so selfish Had shit I hadn't dealt with After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself We both know I might be the worst at goodbyes But I looked at you straight and I lied And acted like I'd be fine Sometimes when I care, I think I tend to shut off Like nothing could matter enough Why would you let me keep doing that? You should've stopped me But I was so caught up in my own thoughts Don't think that I understood When you said that you just couldn't take it That I would lose you for good I didn't think this over Fell back when you got closer After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself I'd always act so selfish Had shit I hadn't dealt with After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself So off I go to hurt you again I'll shut you out to try and forget That I'm the one who's fucked in the end 'Cause, baby, you'll be happier with someone else So off I go to hurt you again I'll shut you out to try and forget That I'm the one who's fucked in the end 'Cause you couldn't hate me more than I hate myself I didn't think this over Fell back when you got closer After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

Me Odio

Puedo decir cosas que no siempre son en serio cuando la gente se me acerca demasiado no se de donde viene, honestamente y tu, no eras perfecto, si, tu tenias tus bajas pero diria que te acercaste bastante no se como podrias estar conmigo No crei que esto se acabo me recoste cuando tu te acercaste despues solo te puse en el infierno no podrias odiarme mas que yo misma siempre actuo tan egoista tenia mierda con la cual no lidiaba despues solo te puse en el infierno no podria odiarte mas de lo que me odio a mi los dos sabemos que puede que sea la peor en las despedidas pero te mire a los ojos y menti y actue como si estuviera bien a veces cuando me importa, creo que tiendo a callarme como si nada importara lo suficiente porquqe me dejarias seguir haciendo eso? debiste de haberme parado pero estaba atrapada en mis pensamientos no creo que entendi cuando dijiste que no podrias soportarlo que te perderia para siempre No crei que esto se acabo me recoste cuando tu te acercaste despues solo te puse en el infierno no podrias odiarme mas que yo misma siempre actuo tan egoista tenia mierda con la cual no lidiaba despues solo te puse en el infierno no podria odiarte mas de lo que me odio a mi Te lastime de nuevo te apagaria para intentar olvidar que soy quien te jodio al final porque, nene, tu siempre seras mas feliz con alguien mas entonces te lastimo de nuevo te apagaria para intentar olvidar que soy quien te jodio al final porque no podrias odiarme mas de lo que me odio a mi No crei que esto se acabo me recoste cuando tu te acercaste despues solo te puse en el infierno no podrias odiarme mas que yo misma